Nance was ashamed to-night. Her reliance and high spirits had deserted
her; and for that reason she saw nearer to the heart of life. She
felt that a great gentleman, marred in the making, had gone into this
house of fine traditions. She asked, with an entreaty passionate and
wilful as herself, why Rupert had been condemned to sit at home among
the women, when so little more was needed to shape him to the comely
likeness of a man.
And then she thought of Will Underwood, who had strength and grace of
body, remembered with obstinate zeal her faith that he had ridden on
some desperate business of the Rising, though men doubted him. And she
was in the turmoil of first love again.
The next day, and the next, she missed Rupert from the house. He would
go his rounds punctiliously after breakfast, and then would take a
crust and a piece of cheese in his pocket and limp up into the hills.
She thought that he was feeding his dreams, as of old, on the high
winds and the high legends of the heath; and she missed him, with a
sense of loneliness that would not let her rest.
Simon Foster, too, was absent these days, and Lady Royd grew petulant.
Though her husband was like to lose his head, and England was stirred
by that throb of coming battle which is like thunder-heat before the
rain and lightning come, she was troubled because Simon did not perform
his indoor duties. For she, who had little guidance of herself, and
therefore less control of serving-folk, was exact in her demand that
all the details of the house should be well-ordered.
“I thought Simon at least tied by rheumatism to the house,” she wailed
to Nance, on the second day of absence; “but he’s like all our men--off
to the Rising, or off to the fields; any excuse will serve, it seems,
when women feel their indoor loneliness.”
And Nance, though her impulse was to laugh, was subdued by those
blundering, poignant words, “their indoor loneliness.” Nance was
a child of the open fields, meeting all chances of life better in
the free wind than in the stifled houses. Not until her coming to
Windyhough had she understood the heartache, the repression, summed up
by “their indoor loneliness.” A fierce resentment took hold of her.
“Men have all the pleasure,” she said, in a low, hard voice. “It was so
always.”
She would have been the better for a glimpse of the Prince’s tattered
army, fighting through sleet and mud and jealousy for the privilege of
setting a Stuart on the throne. But Nance was young and untried yet,
and thought herself ill-used because she had a roof above her.
And then Rupert came in, with Simon Foster close behind him.
“You’ve been at the ale-house, Simon,” said Lady Royd shrewishly.
“No, by your leave. I’ve been on the King’s business, and other needs
must wait, my lady. So I was taught, leastways, when I was a bairn at
my father’s knee.”
“What is the mystery, Rupert?” asked Nance, after Simon had grumbled
his way toward the servants’ quarters.
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