Since his soul was launched into the open sea of life, Rupert had known
many a Gethsemane, but the pain had never been so keen as now. His love
for Nance was of the kind she claimed, but his power to do high deeds
lagged far behind the will to be a conqueror. And Nance, who had always
brought a sense of well-being and of inspiration to him, had wounded
him--mortally, he thought. Sir Jasper had bidden him guard the house,
and he had overheard his father say that the defence was a toy he left
his heir to play with; and the bitterness of that was past, not without
hardship and a struggle that, fought out in loneliness, was fine as a
battle against heavy odds. That was past, but Nance’s taunt was with
him still, a sting that banished sleep and poisoned all his outlook on
the hills where Faith, crowned and a strong monarch, looks down to see
into the hearts of men and choose her soldiers.
Old Simon Foster, for his part, had not slept well to-night. As he
put it to himself, he “was never one to miss sleep or victuals, come
peace or earthquakes”; but to-night he could not rest. He was with the
master, fighting somewhere near to that London which was a far-off
land to him, unknown and perilous, as if wide seas divided it from
Lancashire. And he was itching to be out of a house where the mistress
could still be anxious lest her spaniel missed his proper meals, where,
to his fancy, women crowded all the passages and hindered him at every
turn. Simon was twisted out of shape by exposure and harsh, rheumatic
pains, but he was sick to be out again with the wind and the weather
that had crippled him.
Simon Foster, too infirm to go with his master to the wars, was
ill-tempered these days, as a grey old hound is when he sees the whelps
of his own fathering go out to hunting while he is left at home. He
was in and out of the house, till the women-servants grew tired of
his grim, weather-beaten face. Only Martha put in a good word for
him--Martha who, at five-and-thirty, had not found a mate, though she
would have made a good wife to any man. Simon was barely turned fifty,
she said, and was hale enough “if rheumatiz would only let him bide in
peace.” And when a prim maid-of-all-work had suggested that bent legs
tempted no maid’s fancy, Martha had answered hotly that the shape of a
man’s heart mattered more than any casual infirmity attaching to his
legs.
He got up this morning, two hours before the wintry dawn came red and
buoyant over Pendle Hill, for he could not rest indoors. He went to the
stables, his lantern swinging crazily in his gnarled hands, and roused
the horses from the slumber that is never sleep, because men ask so
much of them at all hours of the day and night, and patted them, as a
father touches his bairns--gently, with a sort of benediction. For the
smell of a horse to Simon was vastly comforting.
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