“Aye, you were ever a dreamer. The dreamers are all for speed, and
earthquakes, and sudden happenings. Life as it’s lived, master, doesn’t
often gallop. It creeps along, like, same as ye and me are doing, and
keeps itself alive for fear of starving, and gets up, some durned way
or another, for th’ next day’s work. Well, have we done, like, or must
we finish this lad’s game?”
And then Nance heard a sharper note in Rupert’s voice. She had heard it
once before, that day he fought with his brother on the moor because he
thought her honour was in question. “We finish, Simon. What else?”
“Now you’re at your faith again, master. I can hear it singing like a
throstle. Well, I’m a plain man myself, asking plain proof. Just as man
to man--and want o’ respect apart--has your pretty, gentleman’s faith
done much for you?”
“Yes,” said Rupert, unexpectedly. “It has given me pluck to see this
business through. A houseful of women and cripples--my father taking
all the burden on his shoulders while I skulk at home--dear God! I’d be
in a coward’s grave by now, Simon, if faith had not stood by me.”
“Then there’s summat in it, after all?”
“It is powder in the musket,” said Rupert, as if there could be no
further argument. “No more, no less. But you and I, Simon, have to find
the spark that fires it.”
Nance heard them pass overhead, heard the sound of Simon’s heavy boots
die along the corridor. And she turned again to the spinet, and her
fingers moved up and down the keys, their colour mellowed by long
service, and played random melodies that were in keeping with her
thoughts--not Stuart airs, because these asked always sacrifice, and
the big heart, and the royal laugh that comes when things go wrong in
this world.
Nance was too tired to-night for the adventurous road. To-morrow
she would be herself again, eager, resolute, prepared for the day’s
journey. But just now she needed the sleep, that stood far away from
her; needed some charitable, firm voice to tell her she was foolish and
unstrung; needed Rupert, as she had not guessed that she could lack
any man. And Rupert had tramped overhead, concerned with make-believe
defences.
“Oh, he does not care!” she said, believing that she hated him. “Simon
Foster, crippled in both legs, and musty loopholes, and powder that
he’ll never use--they’re more to him than all this heartbreak gathering
over Windyhough.”
Into the scented room, with its candles shining from their silver
sconces, Lady Royd came, tremulous and white of face, from watching
Oliphant of Muirhouse ride out.
“Nance, my dear, I--I am tired,” she said.
“I think we all are,” Nance answered, rising from the spinet with a
deference that had no heart in it.
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