Sir Jasper had been bitter once about his heir’s weakness. He had met
and conquered that trouble long ago, as straight-riding men do, and had
found a great love for Rupert, a chivalrous and sheltering love that,
by its very pity, broadened the father’s outlook upon all men. Year by
year, as he saw that pride meant more than motherhood, the rift had
grown wider between husband and wife, though he had disguised it from
her; and this sudden, imperative fury of his had been bred by many
yesterdays.
Lady Royd stepped back, as if he had struck her, and a strange quiet
fell on all of them. The wind had shifted, for the twentieth time
to-day, and was crying thinly round the chimney-stacks. A grey,
acrid smoke was trailing from the hearth, and hail was beating at
the windows. Somewhere, from the stables at the rear, a farm dog was
howling dismally.
Lady Royd shivered as she drew the lace more closely round her neck.
She was helpless against this storm that had gathered out of doors and
in. With an understanding too keen for her liking, she realised what
this Rising was doing to her men-folk. The breath of it was abroad,
stormy and swift. It had made her husband restless, forgetful of the
lover’s homage that he had given until these last months; it had made
Rupert leave his books and dreams, from sheer desire of lustiness; it
had made Sir Jasper, here in the smoky hall, with the thin wind blowing
through it, say words of which already, if his face were aught to go
by, he repented.
It was Rupert that broke up a silence that dismayed more practical
folk. It had been his way to bear no malice; and now, glancing
at Lady Royd, he was aware that she needed help. He came to her
side--diffidently enough, as if he feared repulse--and put a hand on
her shoulder.
“She was right, sir,” he said, as if defending her against his father.
“I’d not had pluck to fight until to-day. I--I was not what the heir
should be.”
Sir Jasper saw that tears were in his wife’s eyes, saw that she was
over-wrought and tired. “Get to bed, my lads,” he said, with a friendly
laugh--“and keep the peace, or I’ll lay a heavy hand on the pair of
you.”
When they were alone he turned to his wife. The wind’s note was louder,
the hail beat hard and quick about the windows, the farm dog was
howling ceaselessly.
“I was harsh just now,” he said.
“No.” Her face was older, yet more comely. “It was I who was harsh.
Rupert needed me all these years, and I would not heed--and he was
generous just now--and I’m thinking of the years I’ve wasted.”
Her repentance--yet awhile, at any rate--would be short-lived; for
winter is never a sudden and lasting convert to the warmth of spring.
Yet her grief was so patent, her voice so broken and so tender, that
Sir Jasper, in his simple way, was thankful he was leaving Rupert,
since leave him he must, to better cheer than he had hoped for.
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