The strength of many yesterdays returned to help Sir Jasper. Because he
was turned sixty, a light thinker might have said that he might take
his ease; but, because he was turned sixty, he had more yesterdays
behind him than younger men--days of striving toward a goal as fixed as
the pole-star, nights of doubt and disillusion that had yielded to the
dawn of each succeeding sunrise. He had pluck and faith in God behind
him; and his trust was keen and bright, like the sword-blade that old
Andrew Ferrara had forged in Italy for Prince Charles Edward.
“The Prince needs me,” he muttered stubbornly. “That should be praise
enough for any man.”
He rode down the bridle-track to Windyhough; and the nearer he got to
the chimneys that were smoking gustily in the shrewd east wind, the
more he loved his homestead. It was as if a man, living in a green
oasis, were asked to go out across the desert sands, because a barren,
thirsty duty called him.
Again the patient yesterdays rallied to his aid. He shook himself free
of doubts, as a dog does when he comes out of cold waters; and he
took a pinch of snuff, and laughed. “After all, I was growing fat and
sleepy,” he thought, stooping to pat the tired horse that carried him.
“One can sleep and eat too much.”
He found Lady Royd in the hall, waiting for him, and a glance at her
face chilled all desire to tell her the good Rising news.
“What is the trouble, wife?” he asked, with sudden foreboding. “Is
Rupert ill?”
She stamped her foot, and her face, comely at usual times, was not good
to see. “Oh, it is Rupert with you--and always Rupert--till I lose
patience. He is--why, just the scholar. He does not hunt; he scarce
dares to ride--we’ll have to make a priest of him.”
“There are worse callings,” broke in Sir Jasper, with the squared jaw
that she knew by heart, but would not understand. “If my soul were
clean enough for priesthood, I should no way be ashamed.”
“Yes, but the lands? Will you not understand that he is the heir--and
there must be heirs to follow? We have but two, and you’re taking
Maurice to this mad rising that can only end on Tower Hill.”
“That is as God wills, wife o’ mine.”
Again she stamped her foot. “You’re in league together, you and he.”
“We share the same Faith,” he put in dryly, “if that is to be in league
together.”
“Only to-day--an hour before you came--I found him mooning in the
library, when he should have been out of doors. ‘Best join the priests
at once, and have done with it,’ said I. And ‘No,’ he answered
stubbornly, ‘I’ve been reading what the Royds did once. They fought
for Charles the First, and afterwards--they died gladly, some of
them. I come of a soldier-stock, and I need to fight.’ The scholar
dreamed of soldiery! I tapped him on the cheek--and he a grown man of
five-and-twenty--and”--she halted, some hidden instinct shaming her for
the moment--“and he only answered that he knew the way of it all--by
books--dear heart, by books he knew how strong men go to battle!”
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