He had come home to meet east wind and littleness--the spoilt woman’s
littleness, that measures faith by present and immediate gains. He was
chilled for the moment; but the loyalty that had kept him hale and
merry through sixty years was anchored safe.
“The Prince comes south, God bless him!” he said gravely. “We shall go
out at dawn one of these near days, Agnes. We shall not wait for his
coming--we shall ride out to meet him, and give him welcome into loyal
Lancashire.”
She was not shrewish now. Within the narrow walls she had built about
her life she loved him, as a garden-flower loves the sun, not asking
more than ease and shelter. And her sun was telling her that he must be
absent for awhile, leaving her in the cold, grey twilight that women
know when their men ride out to battle.
“You shall not go,” she said, between her tears. “Dear, the need I have
of you--the need----”
He stooped suddenly and kissed her on the cheek. “I should love you
less, my dear, if I put slippers on at home and feared to take the
open.”
And still she would not answer him, or look him in the eyes with the
strength that husbands covet when they are bent on sacrifice and need a
staff to help them on the road.
“You’re not the lover that you were--say, more years ago than I
remember,” she said with a last, soft appeal.
He laughed, and touched her hand as a wooer might. “I love you twice as
well, little wife. You’ve taught me how to die, if need be.”
She came through the door of the garden that had sheltered her. For the
first time in her life she met the open winds; and Sir Jasper’s trust
in her was not misplaced.
“Is that the love you’ve hidden all these years?” she asked.
“Yes, my dear. It’s the love you had always at command, if you had
known it. Men are shy of talking of such matters.”
She ran to get his sword, docile as a child, and laid it on the table.
“I shall buckle it on for you, never fear,” she said, with the light in
her eyes at last--the light he had sought and hungered for.
“Sweetheart, you--you care, then, after all?” He kissed her on the lips
this time. “We shall go far together, you and I, in the Prince’s cause.
Women sit at home, and pray--and their men fight the better for it. My
dear, believe me, they fight the better for it.”
They faced each other, searching, as wind-driven folk do, for the
larger air that cleanses human troubles. And suddenly she understood
how secure was the bond that intimacy had tied about them. She had not
guessed it till she came from her sheltered garden and faced the breezy
hills of Lancashire at last.
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