English essays -- 20th century; Natural history -- Outdoor books
One afternoon their shriller notes told that the hour was approaching.
So eager were they among themselves that I was permitted to approach
within a yard of them. I could see their frail claws, and admire the
slim outline of their bodies; a melancholy admiration, like that of age
with a young heart for youth and beauty that it yearns to share; the
swallows were much to me, but I was nothing to them. Suddenly with a
rush of wings they swept up, soon to become a smudge against the sky.
But the wind was not favourable, or the message anticipated had not
arrived, for they returned to the sedges that never ceased to shiver
of coming dreariness. The autumnal air was tranquil in its silence and
solitude; the wings of gnats dancing their mazy columns assumed in the
sunshine a fairy semblance. Over the waters sped the swallows, taking
the last banquet, for once the long journey were commenced no halt
would be made for food; the thousands of miles over sea and land must
be passed without falter, urged and directed by the ancient instinct
developed long before Zoroaster came from the plains of Iran with his
Magian worship.
The next morning when I went to bid them farewell the lake was
deserted. My friends had gone, and I had not said good-bye. During the
night a wind had risen, and they had fled before it to the warm south.
I prayed that their strength did not fail while the little things were
over the cold gray sea. I could do no more. But my heart was heavy.
When the migrants have departed the fires of autumn throw their flames
and falling shadows rapidly over the countryside. In the morning
moisture drip-drips from the trees, their tops are wraithed in mist,
and the jay screams as he lurks among the acorns. Every day the sun
describes a lower curve and, red and small, looms through the vapours.
But above he is spinning and carding the mist, warmth blows on the
cheek as for a moment brightness streams down, and so happiness comes
again. Once more the thoughts of desolation are dispelled like the
mist, and hope rises anew to the heart. In the murmuring green of
spring, the radiant birdsong of summer, it is indeed difficult to
be sad. Though all human efforts seem without avail, the song and
scent and colour of summer fills the yearning heart and assuages its
broken hopes. But in autumn and winter, at least for a long time, no
consolation was there anywhere. Underfoot the old paths were beaten
into mire by the passing of feet; these were the leaves, each so
perfect and veined and shaped, that had opened from buds to the croon
of wild cloves and the tap-tap of woodpeckers. Nature seemed to care
nothing for the things that were created: the hand that composed so
lovingly decomposed as inevitably.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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