English essays -- 20th century; Natural history -- Outdoor books
The path through the higher wood was covered with leaves, and bordered
by bleached stalks of wild parsley and crumbling sorrel spires. From
the tall grasses the sap went with summer, and like frail ghosts
they drooped over the pathway. The sun was warm, as though it were
celandine-time. Upright and pallid under the trees, and lit by the warm
sunshine, the stalks of the year’s bluebells bore their skull-like caps
filled with their black shining seeds. Even as the wind stirred the
branches of the trees the old loved shadow lacings slipped and shuffled
on the ground. The wind sounded as in summer, the loveliest goldy-brown
brimmed the hollows under the oaks. The phantoms of summer were with me
as I leant against a sapling, the cast feather of a chaffinch swung on
a spider’s line encircling the trunk waved a gentle farewell. Where the
shafts of sunlight lingered among the brambles their leaves were fired
a lucent green; autumn is kind to the bramble, touching a leaf here and
there only with blood red splash.
I waited under the oak, unable to leave the warmth and tranquillity.
A cloud hid the sun. I wanted to see the beauteous light come again
through the rifted clouds, to see the staining of the bramble leaves.
Once more the sun gilded the bare branches, colouring the red berries
of the holly that would feed the thrushes in winter, and lacquering the
beech trees till they seemed like the tawny beards of vikings.
Somewhere in the wood was the ghost of Proserpine returned to see how
her children were faring--under the leaves were the seeds that would
bring forth bloom and beauty and fragrance in the spring; deep in the
earth lay the cocoons and shells whence would arise the happy throng
of summery moths and butterflies. For this is the purpose of autumn:
rest and quietude for those who have laboured throughout the summer to
ensure life for their kind. So now in autumn my hope is as firm as the
oak. Every leaf that falls is pushed from its hold by a bud awaiting
the mystic order to unfold itself in spring; every flower lives but to
form its seeds. All through the centuries the spirits of the flowers
and the wild things have been growing more beautiful in the knowledge
of their service.
As I walked away a timid song sounded on the air. Somewhere a robin
was singing. He was not made miserable by thought--he was happy every
moment. He did not need to brood upon immortality--he lived unconscious
of time--every moment was _lived_, the beauty of the earth and the
sun, and his mate, all accepted without question. The robin lives like
an immortal here, upon the earth that is so beautiful: and all the
wisdom of the dead civilisations is nothing to what the robin’s song
tells, if you will but listen.
SWALLOW BROW: _A Fantasy_
(_To P. T._)
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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