Outwardly, things were not altered. His employer, though rushed home
for the last three days, was generally, if not always postally, at
least mentally out of reach. Helwise still hampered him with her
activities, like a child pettishly dragging unwieldly toys for a walk
and expecting the grown-up to carry them. Harriet’s bicycle still
scraped his walls; the cares of the estate changed only in detail; the
county work still clamoured. But he brought to it all fresh ardour and
a new sense of peace, from what source he could not have told. Perhaps
it was the new interest over at Watters; perhaps the gathering of
strength from a big decision over-past. Just possibly it was the long
moment of calm wherewith the gods soothe a man before they strike.
He was at Watters a good deal, nowadays, more often, indeed, than he
realised, unconsciously seeking the stimulation of Hamer’s vitality and
courage. He still kept his difficulties to himself, after long habit,
yet he often came away finding them solved. Except for his weakness
for leeches, Hamer’s tram-horse philosophy was founded upon excellent
common sense, and had nothing of Bluecaster’s nervous charity. He saw
life pitifully, but never morbidly, and his remedies were for time and
not for the moment alone. Lancaster left him braced not only to work
but to feel, and to be glad of his capacity for both.
On the other hand, he was of use to the older man in many ways,
engineering him over social pitfalls, along the precipice of tradition
and through the network of county relationship; while to Mrs. Shaw
he was an everlasting support and stay. He knew the best methods of
reconciling modern grates with ancient hearths; why the newspaper
didn’t turn up, and what was wrong with the milk; how to re-tape
Venetian blinds and bottle fruit, and where to buy the best blankets
and hams; what was a tramp and what wasn’t; what you might say to your
servants, and what you certainly might not; why it was wrong to tip the
Force, and right to use steamers in apple-tarts; the neatest way of
clearing cockroaches, and what the Government was going to do.
But with Dandy he seemed to get very little further. He was often
so absorbed that he forgot to speak to her, though he seldom
forgot--unconsciously, perhaps--to look at her. He knew vaguely that he
liked her, found her presence pleasing, and was grateful for her kindly
acts; and sometimes, in some hour magnetised by Wiggie’s singing, he
turned to her as to the woman of his dreams. But always he came back
doggedly to his first impression of her in the Lane. She was not of his
world--the world of the soul, where it walks alone until the silver
fingers of its eternal mate make music on the thrilling door. She did
not speak his language, or love his loves; and sometimes he would leave
the beauty of Watters with a queer relief, to talk shop with Harriet
under a shippon wall.
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