“’Tisn’t only pride, Mr. Lancaster! It’s something a deal
stronger,--it’s love upside down. We’ve nobody but ourselves to thank,
as I tell Michael. It’s the schoolin’ as done it. We’d a bit of money
saved, and we took a fancy to have her finished like a lady, but I’m
not so sure, nowadays, as we did the right thing by her. It’s hard,
Mr. Lancaster, when you think a deal o’ your own, not to want to give
them something better than you’ve had yourself, but I’ll not say as I
think it’s always wise or kind, leastways, for a woman. A man, happen,
can go an’ fight his own way in the world, but if a woman’s got to
bide at home, the schoolin’s likely learned her nowt but hankering for
what’s out of her reach. Not but what Francey’s been biddable enough,
but I’ve kept my eye on her. I’ve been biding my time for this, an’
now it’s come. We’ve made her different of our own will, and we’ve
no right to expect her to do as we’d have done. It’s us that’s to
blame--an’ the learning. It makes a woman look at a man like a new sort
o’ lesson-book. It starts her wondering what she feels instead o’ just
feeling. It sets her seeing with her eyes an’ not with her heart. It’s
not just brains you want for dealing wi’ men-folk, sir. It’s something
as feels in the dark with blind eyes, something as sharp to hark as yon
collie-pup, as soft to touch as a mother’s hands! Francey’s looking an’
not letting herself feel, and till she’s learned that looking doesn’t
count in love, there’s nobody can help her. Nobody but Lup--and,
happen, life--can set her right.”
“You’ll likely be giving them a look-in at Ninekyrkes, sir, as you’re
here?” she added, following him to the door. “They’re terrible down,
an’ it would cheer them up a bit. Wolf’s that set on your family,
you’d happen think it was Royalty, to hark to him! He saw a deal o’
your father, yon time as the Lugg was so long building--Mr. Lancaster
used to stop many a night along with him--an’ he’ll crack for a week
about it if happen he gets the chance. He’d swear with his eyes shut to
everything your father ever did--says there’ll never be his like again.
Not but what he thinks a sight o’ _you_ an’ all, sir! You’ll look in?”
“Yes, I’ll step over, now I’m here, but of course I’ll say nothing of
what you’ve told me. If they really mean leaving, we must get things
fixed up. Wolf said his wife had taken to looking ahead for trouble. Is
that so, do you know?”
He saw a half-embarrassed glance pass between the two.
“She was always a bit of a worrit,” Michael said at last, rather
hurriedly, “an’ this’ll have likely got on her nerves. I’ll set you a
piece of the way, sir.”
Wondering, Lancaster followed him out into the heavy evening.
CHAPTER IV
THE TROUBLE SHAPING
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