“I don’t want to break up his home. I’ve tried to dissuade him from
going away. He could stop, if he chose. I can’t see that I make any
real difference.”
“You make all the difference.” He was speaking gently enough, now.
“We like to have married men on the farms, for one thing; and even
supposing Lup did stop on, what sort of a life would it be for him,
with you always within reach? You’re all so dependent on each other,
out here. He’s been over-hasty, I consider, but I can’t find it in my
heart to blame him greatly. Sticking by the man, of course, you’ll say?
Well, perhaps; but in this case there’s reason. Come, Miss Francey,
think better of it. If you care for him at all, you’ll never let him
go.”
“I’ll not keep him,” she said, and they fell silent.
Then--“Why?” he asked again. “But why?”
She smiled faintly.
“I don’t know why--not altogether. It’s true that it’s partly pride,
I suppose--I’m not sure. I do care for Lup, and I’d promised to marry
him, but when his father put it all into plain words, spoke out and
told me to fix the date, all the glamour went, somehow. He had it so
cut and dried--I felt as if I were being sold. It meant no more to him
than a change of stock at a May fair. I’d have had to say no if it had
killed me. He meant all right--of course I know that--and it would
have been right for most, but it wasn’t for me. They wouldn’t treat
one of your class like that, would they? But that’s the way of mine,
and I’d no right to resent it, I suppose, only I’ve been made over and
differently in those long years at school. I couldn’t accept it as
perhaps I ought to have done. It hurt something in me that I didn’t
know was there, something that wouldn’t be touched. That was part of
the reason, I think. Not all.”
“And the rest?” he asked, at last.
“The rest is Lup’s, sir. I can’t tell you that. I don’t see it clear
myself, as I said. Put it at pride altogether, if you like.”
“What’s pride, if you care?” he argued. “Let that go by the board! You
can, if you try. And the other thing, too, whatever it is. For Lup’s
sake--for the old folks’ sake----”
“I can’t. I can’t.”
“You’ll not regret it.”
“I can’t--that’s all.”
“Well, I’m not here to marry you against your will!” he growled,
aggrieved at the deadlock. “If you won’t, you won’t, and there’s an end
of it. I’d not be so hard on you if I thought the change would mean
getting Mrs. Whinnerah away altogether, but it seems that Wolf is set
on taking the Pride.”
“The Pride?” They had begun to walk slowly towards the boat, but now
she half stopped, looking up at him anxiously.
“That’s his idea. I can’t very well refuse him, if he really means it,
but it looks to me a bad move for the wife. Even Ninekyrkes seems too
much for her nerves, as it is. You’ve seen her lately, I suppose? Can
you tell me what’s at the back of it all?”
She quickened her step, looking down.
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