It was pale and gray and plain and cool and utterly aloof. It did not
care a toss whether you looked at it or not, so of course you always
did, leaning over the humped bridge, and wondering what ghosts moved in
the darkened rooms and met by moonlight on the terrace. If you tried
to bring a car up its twisting, cross-grained drive, the odds were you
would find yourself in the river or a clump of clipped yews as old as
Ernuin the Priest. And the roses at Watters would have died of sheer
disgust in the cosmopolitan atmosphere of a rose-show marquee. They
grew and scrambled and climbed in their own strong-willed fashion,
clothing cold stone with hearts of deep orange, flinging arches of
tender pink or glowing crimson against opal skies, or lifting single,
dewy heads like pale lamps in the hushed garden after sunset. And at
any but simple food it looked rigidly askance, loftily permitting the
butcher to drop his beef and mutton, and condescending to game, as a
country house of standing, but shutting shocked eyelids upon French
ménus and foreign cheeses. Anything _bisqué_ or _braisé_ or _soufflé_
or _au gratin_ scarcely dared trust itself near the stove, and a pot of
_foie-gras_ had positively to be smuggled.
It was a curious impulse that had driven the Lancashire tradesman from
the home of his own creating to one with which he had apparently
nothing in common. Less than a year ago, Dandy had found him on the
Halsted drive, with his hands in his pockets and his hat on the back of
his head, surveying the symbol of wealth with a puzzled frown.
“There’s something wrong, Dandy Anne!” he broke out, as she slid a hand
through his arm. “It’s strong and it’s good, and it’s warm and it’s
cool, and comfortable and convenient and clean, but it isn’t anything
else. It doesn’t make you think of the past and the future. It doesn’t
make you want to throw up your hat one minute and dry your eyes on your
coat-sleeve the next. It’ll never have any troubles or joys bigger than
an insurance-card or a mayoral invitation. It’s smug--that’s what it
is! It doesn’t feel--it _can’t_, and so it can’t make you feel, either.
When a man’s getting on in years, he wants the sort of house that can
show him how to grow old kindly. This red elephant would be smug and
smiling while I was tottering into the grave. Let’s go and find a hut,
Dandy Anne, where I can grow old gently.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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