“I said I was done, Mr. Lancaster! You’ve eyes in your head as’ll show
you, right enough. Yon time I was down such a terrible while, a year
come Martinmas, that finished me, or I’d have likely been good for
another nice few years. But I can’t carry the whole farm, now. I must
give it over to a younger pair o’ hands. Not that I’m grudging that; it
comes to all of us, in the end; but I’m rare an’ sore they’ll not be
Whinnerah hands, Mr. Lancaster! The lad’s set on going abroad, as I’ve
told you. He says he’ll not bide. I could have done a bit on the farm
along with him, even yet--odd jobs to earn my board and keep my old
bones warmed, but wanting him I’ll have to quit for good, and see other
folk of another breed in the old spot. It’s not what I looked for, sir,
not what I meant, and I’ll take it hard. I’ll take it hard!”
He lowered himself shakily back to his chair, and his hand slid out
again on the table, opening and shutting, opening and shutting. Lup
did not move, nor did his mouth alter. There came a second silence.
“Well, you know your own business best, of course,” Lancaster said
presently, wondering what lay behind; “but surely”--he turned to the
young man--“surely you don’t really mean leaving us? There has never
been any misunderstanding either on your side or ours that I know of.
My father thought a lot of you all--that’s old news, isn’t it?--and I’m
of his mind. What’s making you quit, Lup, just when you’re needed most?”
Lup looked at the table and his father’s hand.
“I can’t stop, sir,” he said, respectfully but quite definitely. “I’m
sorry if it’s putting folk about, but I reckon I’ll be better suited on
the other side o’ the dub.”
“Canada?” The agent smiled and frowned. “Come, Lup, we can’t part with
you, and that’s the long and the short of it! They’re taking too many
of our best men, as it is. I don’t want to preach, but doesn’t it seem
to you that it’s your duty to stay with your father as long as he wants
you?”
“Happen it be,” laconically.
“Then, for every sake, man, stop!”
“Nay, I’ll not.”
He shut his mouth again, and Lancaster looked across to the father with
a half shrug, then slewed on another tack.
“It’s a good farm, and you’ve done well by it. There’s money behind
you, and money before you, which is more than a deal of folk can
say. You’ll find nothing like Ninekyrkes, over there. Hasn’t it any
memories for you? I don’t mind laying you’ll find it tug pretty hard on
the other side!” He paused, and tried again. It was a very one-sided
conversation. “I understood you were thinking of getting married--that
there was to be a wedding on the far marsh. Do you propose taking the
lady with you ‘across the dub?’”
The blood flamed over the set obstinacy of the dark face, but died
instantly.
“I’ll not bide!” he said again, and that was all.
A wave of hysterical revolt broke over the dispossessed at his side.
Wolf’s self-command was never of a lasting quality, and it had been
very sorely tried.
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