The Long Dim TrailHooker, Forrestine C. (Forrestine Cooper)
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The Long Dim Trail
Hooker, Forrestine C. (Forrestine Cooper)
Arizona -- Fiction; Cowboys -- Fiction; Ranch life -- Fiction; Western stories
"I wish it were not necessary for me to make this trip just now," the
doctor said, assuming a casual tone, "but I cannot put it off any
longer. I was thinking this morning, Glendon, that it might be wise to
have Mrs. Glendon and Donnie stay in Willcox until things are more
settled."
"If I kept them there till rumours of Apaches are settled, they would
never come home at all," retorted Glendon. "You know as well as I do
there is less danger when the Indians are reported off the reservation
than when it is supposed they are quiet. Besides, they will be in too
much of a hurry just now, trying to get across the Mexican border before
the Tenth Cavalry catches them. They won't be up to any deviltry for a
while."
King could not help acknowledging the truth in Glendon's words, but a
sense of uneasiness oppressed him.
They reached the parting of the trails. "So long!" muttered Glendon, but
King laid a detaining hand on his shoulder. Glendon turned his bloodshot
eyes on the old man and hitched his shoulder from the wrinkled hand.
"Glendon, there's something I have wanted to say to you for a long time.
I'm an old man, and being a doctor gives me many privileges, you know."
Glendon's lips tightened. He made no reply as he slouched in his saddle,
slapping his leather 'chaps' with his quirt. King hesitated a second and
then went on speaking in his kindly voice.
"My life has been long, Glendon, and my trail has led over many rough
places. I'm almost at the end of it now. When one looks back, one can
see more clearly. You are just starting life. It is easy to avoid the
places where others have stumbled, if someone points them out. You have
a splendid wife and a fine boy; the future holds many possibilities for
you--possibilities that I and many other men envy. Glendon, don't sell
your birthright for a mess of pottage."
The other man scowled, but was silent, and King hoped that his words
were reaching the man's heart.
"Let me help you," pleaded the doctor eagerly. "I understand what a
struggle it is to overcome one's self. Years ago I threw away my
chances, and I know the cost. I saw friends avoid me, and I did not
care. My patients deserted me, because I was not to be relied upon; my
wife and boy were taken from me while I was too drunk to know they were
dead. My father pleaded with me and I cursed him. Then I became a tramp,
drifting from place to place, my only ambition in life to get whiskey.
The train crew threw me off a freight car one day and I wandered around
in Arizona, penniless and friendless, until I was able to conquer myself
and find my lost manhood. Thirty years ago!" His head sunk and his voice
trembled as he added, "Nothing can ever give back the things I threw
away, nor can I undo the suffering I caused those who loved me best. I
saw the Vision, but had not the strength to follow it."
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