Brent caught the lassitude of his tone. "Better walk yourself tired,"
he counselled, "and then turn in. You'll be all right to-morrow."
They clasped hands and parted.
For a time Sevier walked aimlessly, choosing the less frequented
thoroughfares, alone at last to think. He had done his best. Whether
or not it would accomplish what Brent had hoped, he had made the
strongest effort of which he was capable. The meeting with Echo had
shaken him by its very unexpectedness, and had shown him how bitterly
hard was to be his struggle with himself. In that instant of their
encounter he had realised his own weakness.
Through the long, fading afternoon he walked on and on, past the
outskirts of the city, on into the peaceful willow-green quiet of the
country, where paved streets gave place to meandering red roads and the
air was sweet with the delicate fragrance of blossoming fruit-trees.
He sat an hour on the violet-blurred grass above the silver-looping
river where he had often fished as a boy. All his life he had loved
that gold-tinted, dream-shadowed valley. But now the soft wild clamour
of birds, the multifold perfume of the fields, the errant plum-petals
swimming in the breeze, the long-armed trees reaching out over the
darkling water, called to him in vain. He scarcely saw the far, blue,
hill-brushed horizon unfurl its pageant cloud-clusters to hide the sun,
where it hastened, in purple toga, to greet the soft-eyed night.
What Spartan career had he been planning for himself? He loved her,
desired her, still. He realised it with a stab of self-contempt. And
loving her, could he see her day by day, meet her, talk with her--cold
and empty words meaning less than nothing--with his heart crying to
hers: "Thus far but no further! Because I loved you once I wear a
shameful brand on my forehead, but my arms may never enfold you, your
lips never lie on my lips, your heart beat against mine!--Never, never,
never!"--could flesh and blood be capable of this? Better to go, while
there was yet time, somewhere, anywhere, so it be out of her world.
Under the deep evening sky, a gulf of gold, he turned city-ward again,
still painfully absorbed with his thoughts--a dark tangle of anguish
and doubt and longing.
As he neared his house speeding urchins were crying newspaper extras,
and more than once he heard his name in the shouted, dislocated
phrases. His speech! The swan's-song of Harry Sevier!
He let himself into his apartment with his latch-key and wearily
switched on the lights. He suddenly remembered that he had eaten
nothing since noon and realised that he was wretchedly tired and spent.
A pencilled note, with the superscription in Brent's jerky hand, lay on
the table. He took it up and opened it.
Then suddenly he gave an inarticulate cry of amaze--of actual fright.
He was staring at this message, written an hour before:
_Anti-liquor plank adopted. You were nominated for Governor on the
first ballot at eight o'clock._
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