CHAPTER XXXIX
THE JAILBIRD
To every man come portentous moments of decision so packed with fate
that all that his after life may hold of pain or joy, seen with the
clearer view of later knowledge, may well have hung upon the issue.
Harry's one greatest moment of crisis had been when he stood in the
doorway of Cameron Craig's house, with that midnight alarm pulsing
about him--when he had chosen the course that meant safety for Echo at
such bitter cost to himself. The moment when he confronted the blunt
fact of his nomination was wellnigh as significant.
Such a possibility had never occurred to him. He saw himself now,
first with bewilderment, then with passionate resentment, in a
predicament as unprecedented as it was unescapable. He had not even
had the option of declining the nomination. By now his name, as the
new party's choice, was darting over the clicking wires to the remotest
borders of the country. How could he accept it? He, who might at any
hour, for all he knew, be faced with a charge from which (if, indeed,
flight still lay open) he must flee ignominiously, like a thief in the
night--which, in the eyes of the law, he was! Yet how evade the thing
thus thrust upon him? After his speech, in which he had championed the
new cause so ardently, could he throw ridicule upon the organisation,
make its leaders--men whom he had known and respected all his
life--laughing-stocks, throw doubt upon his own intentions, and make
his action of to-day show forth before all as a flamboyant bid for
popular applause, the gallery-appeal of a pitiful _flâneur_ and
attitudinarian, who had no mind to link himself with an inevitable
defeat at the polls?
As Harry stood in the pleasant, lighted room, with Brent's pencilled
note in his hand, a strange thought obtruded itself to grow slowly over
his confused imaginings. Behind it all was there not the same wise
Intention whose outlines he had thought he distinguished in his bitter
prison experience? And was he, in faithless presumption, to deny that
over-rule, and vanish cavalierly into some sluggish back-current of
life? The same fate that had turned Paddy the Brick's pellet of lead
the single hair's-breadth that had saved him, perhaps, from the
scaffold, had rendered his enemy, at least for the present, incapable
of harming him. And this part of his problem belonged to the present.
Why had the cards so fallen, unless in that intricate Plan, it was
meant that he should now give his hand to this work? He had trusted
fate far--might he not trust it further? Though the party that had
called him to carry its standard into the fight was destined to
failure, it was working for the future, and some other campaign--long
after the worst that could befall had come to him--would bring its
principles success. He would have done his part!
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