All of his early life had been impeccable, all save that single
lapse--that "brain-storm" which had convulsed the deep and quiet waters
of his nature. It had come and gone with fateful swiftness, and out of
the bitterness of the tragic awakening had grown gradually--as a
spotless lily springs from the silt--a flower of recompense, which, its
roots in the turbid memory, had shed a subtle perfume on his later
life. His steady-going career had been laurelled with place and
honours, and in Echo he had found compensation for the empty and the
missed. And now, after all the years, Fate grinned at him like a
gargoyle from the cloud, holding the thunderbolt to destroy him!
Unless he paid the penalty--with his professional integrity!
The Judge knew all at once that in the Great Economy no act of life was
lost. His had not been. It had only been covered. Somewhere that old
leaf of scribbled paper had lain, inert but potential, waiting the turn
of the wheel to bring it to light. By some satanic twist of
circumstance it had come to the hands of his enemy--Craig was his enemy
now--and in his hands it spelled his own ruin. What weapon was there
to fight with? None. However dastard the act that spread it to the
world, he would stand in the eyes of his fellow-men discredited,
undermined, morally disestablished, stripped and naked of all those
things which were the breath of his life. He thought of his wife--of
Echo. For them humiliation, looks askance. His decision on the
Welles-Scott case was ready, locked in his drawer--lacking only his
signature writ at the bottom--the most vital and far-reaching decision
of any he had rendered. On the first of May it was to be handed down.
He remembered the typewritten line on the photograph: "May 3rd!" On
that day he would be placarded in the public prints!
A hackneyed text flashed through his mind: "Be sure thy sin will find
thee out." He had not sinned, as the world counted it, no. But
chasing the first, a second text etched itself as swiftly: "As a man
thinketh in his heart, so is he."
The coils had woven inextricably, there was no gap in the meshes.
Suppose he did this thing that Craig demanded, rewrote the decision,
perjured himself. Right, by another judgment, would have its way in
the end. The act would save him from shame--would save others as well.
What did it matter? Would not such a solution be best for all
concerned?
"Thou shalt not do evil that good may come!"--it was curious how the
banal, forgotten texts started up, like Jack-in-boxes, from some
boyhood covert of his brain! Not matter? Ah, how much it mattered!
Escape by that road was impossible for him. And there was but one
other road by which he could evade the issue.
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