He unlocked a desk-drawer and pushed aside its litter of papers. A
small silver-mounted revolver lay there--pointing the one way out. He
picked it up, his fingers shrinking at the chill of the cool metal,
then laid it on the desk. He took a sheet of paper from its place and
began to write: "Dear Echo--"
He started; no, that would not do. He began again: "Dear Charlotte
and--"
He paused an instant and listened--his hearing had caught some sound
above-stairs. It was not repeated and he bent his head again over the
writing. But his fingers would not frame the words. He laid aside the
pen. Better, after all, to go all silently, leaving behind him empty
speculation, which if painful at first, would become in time but a
softened memory!
It was the opening of the door of Echo's room which he had heard. For
hours she had lain sleepless, her brain throbbing, strange painful
pictures flitting under her closed eyelids. Her home world, which had
always seemed simple and uncomplex, even in its darker aspects, had
suddenly become fateful and mysterious, a thing of secret depths and
shaming, piteous revelations. Her own father's past had held a secret
that would not bear the light! That he had loved another woman than
her mother--afterward--that, though the thought was repellent, perhaps
he could not have helped. But that he had ever, ever as a passing
phase, yielded to an infatuation which had taken no thought of
consequence or of convention smote her with a kind of terror. Now,
through his own reckless act, he had become the prey of a shameless
woman--of a blackmailer.
For that was what it seemed to her. It did not occur to her that his
letter might have fallen into other hands. In her imagination, back of
the situation stood the woman who had tempted him, almost to his
complete undoing, in his youth, now--a very wanton!--holding out the
badge of his indiscretion, for a price! The photograph had come to him
with its blunt threat typed at the top: "For Possible Release May 3rd."
Echo had seen the like many a time written upon her father's
printer's-proofs. It meant released for publication. His letter was
to be spread broadcast--unless he met the demand! The hideous
vulgarity of his predicament sent pulsing waves of shame and
humiliation over her. It seemed suddenly that their conventional,
well-ordered existence had dropped all at once into an unnatural and
hateful environment, the murky, unredeemable atmosphere of the
yellow-backed novel and the tawdry film-play. Thoughts such as these
had fought with the acute sympathy that had all her life made her and
her father in feeling wellnigh inseparable, stabbing her love with the
reflection that his deepest heart had, after all, been locked from her.
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