Korean War, 1950-1953 -- United States -- Fiction; War stories
He paused. Culver turned and looked at him. They were both silent,
staring at each other, embarrassed by the common understanding of their
gaze. Each turned away; Mannix murmured something and began to tie his
shoe. “You’re right Al,” Culver heard himself saying. It seemed it was
almost more than he could bear. Night was coming on. As in a stupor, he
looked down the road at the battalion, the men lounging along the
embankments with their rifles, smoking and talking in tired, subdued
voices, smoke rising in giant blue clouds through the dusk, where swarms
of gnats rose and fell in vivacious, panicky flight. In the swamp, frogs
had begun a brainless chorale; their noise seemed perfectly suited to
his sense of complete and final frustration. It was almost more than he
could bear. So Mannix had felt it, too: not simply fear of suffering,
nor exhaustion, nor the lingering horror, which gripped both of them, of
that bloody wasteland in the noonday heat. But the other: the old
atavism that clutched them, the voice that commanded, once again, _you
will_. How stupid to think they had ever made their own philosophy; it
was as puny as a house of straw, and at this moment--by the noise in
their brains of those words, _you will_--it was being blasted to the
winds like dust. They were as helpless as children. Another war, and
years beyond reckoning, had violated their minds irrevocably. For six
years they had slept a cataleptic sleep, dreaming blissfully of peace,
awakened in horror to find that, after all, they were only marines,
responding anew to the old commands. They were marines. Even if they
were old. Bank clerks and salesmen and lawyers. Even if, right now,
they were unutterably tired. They could no more _not_ be determined to
walk the thirty-six miles than they could, in the blink of an eye, turn
themselves into beautiful nymphs. Culver was afraid he wasn’t going to
make it, and now he knew Mannix was afraid, and he didn’t know what to
feel--resentment or disgust--over the fact that his fear was mingled
with a faint, fugitive pride.
Mannix looked up from his shoe and at the Colonel. “You’re goddam right,
Jack, we’re going to make it,” he said. “My company’s going to make it
if I have to _drag in their bodies_.” There was a tone in his voice that
Culver had never heard before.
Suddenly the Colonel’s flat voice broke through the stillness: “All
right, Billy, let’s saddle up.”
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