Korean War, 1950-1953 -- United States -- Fiction; War stories
“Dammit,” he replied, coughing, “you _can’t_ leave them alone! They
don’t want to make this lousy hike. They’d just as soon crap out on the
side and let the trucks haul them in. They’d just as soon take police
duty. Man, they’re reserves. They don’t care who sees them crap out--me,
anybody.” He fell back with a sigh into the weeds, arms over his eyes.
“Fuck it,” he said. Culver looked down at him. From the jeep’s headlamps
an oblong of yellow slanted across the lower part of his face. One
corner of his mouth jerked nervously--a distasteful grimace, as if he
had been chewing something sour. Exhausted, completely bushed, there was
something in his manner--even in repose--which refused to admit his own
exhaustion. He clenched his teeth convulsively together. It was as if
his own fury, his own obsession now, held up, Atlas-like, the burden of
his great weariness. “Jesus,” he murmured, almost irrelevantly, “I can’t
help thinking about those kids today, lying out there in the weeds.”
Culver rested easily for a moment, thinking too. He looked at his watch,
with a sinking sensation: six of their ten minutes had already
passed--so swiftly that they seemed not to have existed at all. Then he
said, “Well, for Christ’s sake, Al, why don’t you let them crap out? If
you were getting screwed like these enlisted men are you’d crap out too,
you wouldn’t care. You don’t have to chew them out like you’ve been
doing. Let’s face it, you don’t really care if they make it. You. Me,
maybe. But these guys ... anybody else. What the hell.” He paused,
fumbling for words, went on feebly, “_Do_ you?”
Mannix rose up on his elbows then. “You’re damn right I do,” he said
evenly. They turned toward the Colonel standing not far away; he and the
Major, pointing a flashlight, were bent together over a map. Mannix
hawked something up and spat. His voice became more controlled. “You see
that little jerk standing there?” he said. “He thinks he’s pulling
something on us. Thirty-six miles. _No_body walks that far, stateside.
_No_body. We never walked that far even with Edson, last war. See, that
little jerk wants to make a name for himself--Old Rocky Templeton. Led
the longest forced march in the history of the Corps--”
“But--” Culver started.
“He’d just love to see H & S Company crap out,” he went on tensely,
“he’d _love_ it. It’d do something to his ego. Man, I can see him
now”--and his voice lifted itself in a tone of sour mockery--“‘Well,
Cap’n Mannix, see where you had a little trouble last night getting your
men in. Need a little bit more _esprit_, huh?’” His voice lowered,
filled with venom. “Well, screw _him_, Jack. I’ll get my company in if I
have to carry them on my back--”
It was useless to reason with him. Culver let him go on until he had
exhausted his bitter spurt of hatred, of poison, and until finally he
lay back again with a groan in the weeds--only a moment before the cry
came again: “Saddle up! Saddle up!”
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