Korean War, 1950-1953 -- United States -- Fiction; War stories
Up until the day that his orders came--the day that he tried to forget
and the one that Betsy, his wife, soon bitterly referred to as “the day
the roof fell in”--they had been living in a roomy walk-up in the
Village and experiencing the prosaic contentment that comes from eating
properly, indulging themselves with fair moderation in the pleasures of
the city, and watching the growth of a child. This is not to say that
they were either smug or dull. They had a bright circle of friends,
mostly young lawyers and newspapermen and doctors and their wives. There
were parties and occasional week ends in the country, where everyone
became frankly drunk. There were the usual household skirmishes, too,
but these were infrequent and petered out quickly. Both of them were too
sensible to allow some domestic misdemeanor to develop into anything
horrible; they were well adjusted and each of them found it easy to
admit, long after the honeymoon, that they were deeply in love. Months
later at camp, ensnared futilely in the coils of some administrative
flypaper, Culver would find himself gazing up from his work and out
across the smoky hot barrens of pine and sand, relieving his vast
boredom in a daydream of that vanished simplicity and charm. His mind
seemed to drift toward one recurrent vision. This was of the afternoons
in winter when--bundled to the ears, the baby-carriage joggling bravely
in the van and the melancholy beagle scampering at their heels--they
took their Sunday stroll. On such days the city, its frantic heartbeat
quieted and clothed in the sooty white tatters of a recent snow, seemed
to have an Old World calm, and the people that passed them in the
twilight appeared to be, like themselves, pink-cheeked and contented, no
matter what crimson alarms flowered at the newsstands or what evil
rumors sounded from distant radios. For Culver the waning Sunday light
had not spelled out the promise of Monday morning’s gloom but of
Monday’s challenge--and this was not because he was a go-getter but
because he was happy. He was happy to walk through the chill and
leafless dusk with his wife and his child and his dog. And he was happy
to return home to warmth and peanut butter and liverwurst, to the
familiar delight of the baby’s good-night embrace, to the droll combat
between beagle and cat, to music before sleep. Sometimes in these
reveries Culver thought that it was the music, more than anything, which
provided the key, and he recalled himself at a time which already seemed
dark ages ago, surrounded by beer cans and attuned, in the nostalgic air
of a winter evening, to some passage from some forgotten Haydn. It was
one happy and ascending bar that he remembered, a dozen bright notes
through which he passed in memory to an earlier, untroubled day at the
end of childhood. There, like tumbling flowers against the sunny grass,
their motions as nimble as the music itself, two lovely little girls
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