Women -- History; Women -- Psychology; Women -- Social conditions
As if drawn by a magnet, these forlorn women issued forth from the
many homes in which dwelt “the two unprofitable goddesses, Poverty
and Impossibility.” Occasionally it seemed to me that the women were
impelled by a longing to see one good case of retribution before they
died, as a bullied child hopes to deal at least one crushing blow at
his tormentor when he “grows up,” but I think, on the whole, such an
explanation was a mistake; it is more probable that the avidity of the
women demonstrated that the story itself, like all interpretative art,
was “one of those free, unconscious attempts to satisfy, outside of
life, those cravings which life itself leaves unsatisfied.” At moments,
however, baffled desires, sharp cries of pain, echoes of justices
unfulfilled, the original material from which such tales are fashioned,
would defy Memory’s appeasing power and break through the rigid
restraints imposed by all Art, even that unconscious of itself.
With an understanding quickened, perhaps, through my own acquaintance
with the mysterious child, I listened to many tragic reminiscences
from the visiting women; of premature births, “because he kicked me
in the side”; of children maimed and burnt because “I had no one to
leave them with when I went to work”; women had seen the tender flesh
of growing little bodies given over to death because “he wouldn’t let
me send for the doctor,” or because “there was no money to pay for the
medicine.” But even these mothers, rendered childless through insensate
brutality, were less pitiful than some of the others, who might well
have cried aloud of their children as did a distracted mother of her
child centuries ago:
“That God should send this one thing more
Of hunger and of dread, a door
Set wide to every wind of pain!”
Such was the mother of a feeble-minded boy who said: “I didn’t have
a devil baby myself, but I bore a poor ‘innocent’ who made me fight
devils for twenty-three years.” She told of her son’s experiences from
the time the other little boys had put him up to stealing that they
might hide in safety and leave him to be found with “the goods on him,”
until grown into a huge man he fell into the hands of professional
burglars; he was evidently the dupe and stool-pigeon of the vicious and
criminal until the very day he was locked into the State Penitentiary.
“If people played with him a little, he went right off and did anything
they told him to, and now he’s been sent up for life. We call such
innocents ‘God’s Fools’ in the old country, but over here the Devil
himself gets them. I’ve fought off bad men and boys from the poor lamb
with my very fists; nobody ever came near the house except such-like
and the police officers, who were always arresting him.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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