Women -- History; Women -- Psychology; Women -- Social conditions
the now prosperous husband had allowed the family to live in a suburb,
where the two younger daughters were “growing up respectable.”
Certain of the visitors, although confronted by those mysterious and
impersonal wrongs which are apparently inherent in the very nature of
things, gave us glimpses of another sort of wisdom than that expressed
in the assumptions that the decrees of Fate are immutable.
Such a glimpse came to me through a conversation with a woman whose
fine mind and indomitable spirit I had long admired; I had known her
for years, and yet the recital of her sufferings, added to those the
Devil Baby had already induced other women to tell me, pierced me
afresh. The story of the Devil Baby may have incited these women to
put their experiences more vividly than they had hitherto been able to
do. It may have been because they were unconsciously spurred by the
hope that a supernatural retribution might intervene even for them, or
because they were merely comforted by the knowledge that it had once
done so for some one else that they spoke with more confidence than
they had ever done before.
“I had eleven children, some born in Hungary and some born here, nine
of them boys; all of the children died when they were little but my
dear Liboucha. You know all about her. She died last winter in the
Insane Asylum. She was only twelve years old when her father, in a fit
of delirium tremens, killed himself after he had chased us around
the room, trying to kill us first. She saw it all, the blood splashed
on the wall stayed in her mind the worst; she shivered and shook all
that night through, and the next morning she had lost her voice,
couldn’t speak out loud for terror. After a while she went to school
again and her voice came back, although it was never very natural.
She seemed to do as well as ever and was awful pleased when she got
into High School. All the money we had I earned scrubbing in a public
dispensary, although sometimes I got a little more by interpreting for
the patients, for I know three languages, one as well as the other.
But I was determined that whatever happened to me, Liboucha was to be
educated. My husband’s father was a doctor in the old country, and
Liboucha was always a clever child. I wouldn’t have her live the kind
of life I had, with no use for my mind except to make me restless and
bitter. I was pretty old and worn out for such hard work, but when
I used to see Liboucha on a Sunday morning ready for church in her
white dress, with her long yellow hair braided round her beautiful pale
face, lying there in bed as I was, being brought up a free-thinker,
and needing to rest my aching bones for the next week’s work, I’d feel
almost happy, in spite of everything. But of course no such peace could
last in my life; the second year at High School Liboucha began to seem
different and to do strange things. You know the time she wandered
away for three days and we were all wild with fright, although a kind
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