Women -- History; Women -- Psychology; Women -- Social conditions
A PERSONAL EXPERIENCE IN INTERPRETATIVE MEMORY
Several years ago, during a winter spent in Egypt, I found within
myself an unexpected tendency to interpret racial and historic
experiences through personal reminiscences. I am therefore venturing to
record in this closing chapter my inevitable conclusion that a sincere
portrayal of a widespread and basic emotional experience, however
remote in point of time it may be, has the power overwhelmingly to
evoke memories of like moods in the individual.
The unexpected revival in my memory of long-forgotten experiences may
have been due partly to the fact that we have so long been taught
that the temples and tombs of ancient Egypt are the very earliest of
the surviving records of ideas and men, that we approach them with a
certain sense of familiarity, quite ready to claim a share in these
“family papers and title deeds of the race.”
We also consider it probable that these primitive human records
will stir within us certain early states of consciousness, having
learned, with the readiness which so quickly attaches itself to the
pseudo-scientific phrase, that every child repeats in himself the
history of the race. Nevertheless, what I, at least, was totally
unprepared to encounter, was the constant revival of primitive and
overpowering emotions which I had experienced so long ago that they had
become absolutely detached from myself and seemed to belong to some one
else--to a small person with whom I was no longer intimate, and who was
certainly not in the least responsible for my present convictions and
reflections. It gradually became obvious that the ancient Egyptians had
known this small person quite intimately and had most seriously and
naïvely set down upon the walls of their temples and tombs her earliest
reactions in the presence of death.
At moments my adult intelligence would be unexpectedly submerged by the
emotional message which was written there. Rising to the surface like a
flood, this primitive emotion would sweep away both the historic record
and the adult consciousness interested in it, leaving only a child’s
mind struggling through an experience which it found overwhelming.
It may have been because these records of the early Egyptians are so
endlessly preoccupied with death, portraying man’s earliest efforts to
defeat it, his eager desire to survive, to enter by force or by guile
into the heavens of the western sky, that the mind is pushed back into
that earliest childhood when the existence of the soul, its exact place
of residence in the body, its experiences immediately after death,
its journeyings upward, its relation to its guardian angel, so often
afforded material for the crudest speculation. In the obscure renewal
of these childish fancies, there is nothing that is definite enough
to be called memory; it is rather that Egypt reproduces a state of
consciousness which has so absolutely passed into oblivion that only
the most powerful stimuli could revive it.
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