Women -- History; Women -- Psychology; Women -- Social conditions
Doubtless the Egyptians in time overcame this primitive fear concerning
the disappearance of the body, as we all do, although each individual
is destined to the same devastating experience. The memory of mine
came back to me vividly as I stood in an Egyptian tomb: I was a tiny
child making pothooks in the village school, when one day--it must
have been in the full flush of Spring, for I remember the crab-apple
blossoms--during the afternoon session, the A B C class was told that
its members would march all together to the burial of the mother of
one of the littlest girls. Of course, I had been properly taught that
people went to heaven when they died and that their bodies were
buried in the cemetery, but I was not at all clear about it, and I was
certainly totally unprepared to see what appeared to be the person
herself put deep down into the ground. The knowledge came to me so
suddenly and brutally that for weeks afterward the days were heavy with
a nameless oppression and the nights were filled with horror.
The cemetery was hard by the school-house, placed there, it had always
been whispered among us, to make the bad boys afraid. Thither the A B C
class, in awestruck procession, each child carefully holding the hand
of another, was led by the teacher to the edge of the open grave and
bidden to look on the still face of the little girl’s mother.
Our poor knees quaked and quavered as we stood shelterless and
unattended by family protection or even by friendly grown-ups; for
the one tall teacher, while clearly visible, seemed inexpressively
far away as we kept an uncertain footing on the freshly spaded earth,
hearing the preacher’s voice, the sobs of the motherless children,
and, crowning horror of all, the hollow sound of three clods of earth
dropped impressively upon the coffin lid.
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