Women -- History; Women -- Psychology; Women -- Social conditions
Perhaps my many conversations with these aged visitors crystallized
thoughts and impressions I had been receiving through years, or the
tale itself may have ignited a fire, as it were, whose light illumined
some of my darkest memories of neglected and uncomfortable old age,
of old peasant women who had ruthlessly probed into the ugly depths
of human nature in themselves and others. Many of them who came to
see the Devil Baby had been forced to face tragic experiences, the
powers of brutality and horror had had full scope in their lives and
for years they had had acquaintance with disaster and death. Such old
women do not shirk life’s misery by feeble idealism, for they are long
past the stage of make-believe. They relate without flinching the most
hideous experiences: “My face has had this queer twist for now nearly
sixty years; I was ten when it got that way, the night after I saw my
father do my mother to death with his knife.” “Yes, I had fourteen
children; only two grew to be men and both of them were killed in the
same explosion. I was never sure they brought home the right bodies.”
But even the most hideous sorrows which the old women related had
apparently subsided into the paler emotion of ineffectual regret, after
Memory had long done her work upon them; the old people seemed, in some
unaccountable way, to lose all bitterness and resentment against life,
or rather to be so completely without it that they must have lost it
long since.
None of them had a word of blame for undutiful children or heedless
grandchildren, because apparently the petty and transitory had fallen
away from their austere old age, the fires were burnt out, resentments,
hatreds, and even cherished sorrows had become actually unintelligible.
Perhaps those women, because they had come to expect nothing more
from life and had perforce ceased from grasping and striving, had
obtained, if not renunciation, at least that quiet endurance which
allows the wounds of the spirit to heal. Through their stored-up habit
of acquiescence, they offered a fleeting glimpse of the translucent
wisdom, so often embodied in the old, but so difficult to portray. It
is doubtless what Michael Angelo had in mind when he made the Sybils
old, what Dante meant by the phrase “those who had learned of life,”
and the age-worn minstrel who turned into song a Memory which was more
that of history and tradition than his own.
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