Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
While these reflections were passing through my mind I was aware that
Merrick’s eyes rested still on her. I took a cross-section of his look
and found in it neither surprise nor absorption, but only a certain
sober pleasure just about at the emotional level of the rest of the
room.
If he continued to look at her, his expression seemed to say, it was
only because, all things considered, there were fewer reasons for
looking at anybody else.
This made me wonder what were the reasons for looking at _her_; and as
a first step toward enlightenment I said:--“I’m sure I’ve seen the lady
over there in gray--”
Merrick detached his eyes and turned them on me with a wondering look.
“Seen her? You know her.” He waited. “_Don’t_ you know her? It’s Mrs.
Reardon.”
I wondered that he should wonder, for I could not remember, in
the Cumnor group or elsewhere, having known any one of the name he
mentioned.
“But perhaps,” he continued, “you hadn’t heard of her marriage? You knew
her as Mrs. Trant.”
I gave him back his stare. “Not Mrs. Philip Trant?”
“Yes; Mrs. Philip Trant.”
“Not Paulina?”
“Yes--Paulina,” he said, with a just perceptible delay before the name.
In my surprise I continued to stare at him. He averted his eyes from
mine after a moment, and I saw that they had strayed back to her. “You
find her so changed?” he asked.
Something in his voice acted as a warning signal, and I tried to reduce
my astonishment to less unbecoming proportions. “I don’t find that she
looks much older.”
“No. Only different?” he suggested, as if there were nothing new to him
in my perplexity.
“Yes--awfully different.”
“I suppose we’re all awfully different. To you, I mean--coming from so
far?”
“I recognized all the rest of you,” I said, hesitating. “And she used to
be the one who stood out most.”
There was a flash, a wave, a stir of something deep down in his eyes.
“Yes,” he said. “_That’s_ the difference.”
“I see it is. She--she looks worn down. Soft but blurred, like the
figures in that tapestry behind her.”
He glanced at her again, as if to test the exactness of my analogy.
“Life wears everybody down,” he said.
“Yes--except those it makes more distinct. They’re the rare ones, of
course; but she _was_ rare.”
He stood up suddenly, looking old and tired. “I believe I’ll be off. I
wish you’d come down to my place for Sunday.... No, don’t shake hands--I
want to slide away unawares.”
He had backed away to the threshold and was turning the noiseless
door-knob. Even Mrs. Cumnor’s doorknobs had tact and didn’t tell.
“Of course I’ll come,” I promised warmly. In the last ten minutes he had
begun to interest me again.
“All right Good-bye.” Half through the door he paused to add:--“_She_
remembers you. You ought to speak to her.”
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