Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
“Yes, yes,” said Rickie; “quite so.” He remembered Herbert’s dictum:
“Masters must present a united front. If they do not—the deluge.” He
sent the boy back to his seat, and after school took the compromising
health certificate to the headmaster. The headmaster was at that time
easily excited by a breach of the constitution. “Parents or guardians,”
he repeated—“parents or guardians,” and flew with those words on his
lips to Mr. Jackson. To say that Rickie was a cat’s-paw is to put it
too strongly. Herbert was strictly honourable, and never pushed him
into an illegal or really dangerous position; but there is no doubt
that on this and on many other occasions he had to do things that
he would not otherwise have done. There was always some diplomatic
corner that had to be turned, always something that he had to say
or not to say. As the term wore on he lost his independence—almost
without knowing it. He had much to learn about boys, and he learnt not
by direct observation—for which he believed he was unfitted—but by
sedulous imitation of the more experienced masters. Originally he had
intended to be friends with his pupils, and Mr. Pembroke commended the
intention highly; but you cannot be friends either with boy or man
unless you give yourself away in the process, and Mr. Pembroke did not
commend this. He, for “personal intercourse,” substituted the safer
“personal influence,” and gave his junior hints on the setting of
kindly traps, in which the boy does give himself away and reveals his
shy delicate thoughts, while the master, intact, commends or corrects
them. Originally Rickie had meant to help boys in the anxieties that
they undergo when changing into men: at Cambridge he had numbered
this among life’s duties. But here is a subject in which we must
inevitably speak as one human being to another, not as one who has
authority or the shadow of authority, and for this reason the elder
school-master could suggest nothing but a few formulae. Formulae, like
kindly traps, were not in Rickie’s line, so he abandoned these subjects
altogether and confined himself to working hard at what was easy. In
the house he did as Herbert did, and referred all doubtful subjects to
him. In his form, oddly enough, he became a martinet. It is so much
simpler to be severe. He grasped the school regulations, and insisted
on prompt obedience to them. He adopted the doctrine of collective
responsibility. When one boy was late, he punished the whole form. “I
can’t help it,” he would say, as if he was a power of nature. As a
teacher he was rather dull. He curbed his own enthusiasms, finding that
they distracted his attention, and that while he throbbed to the music
of Virgil the boys in the back row were getting unruly. But on the
whole he liked his form work: he knew why he was there, and Herbert did
not overshadow him so completely.
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