Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
Ansell nodded. “How did you know he was unhappy?”
“Because he was always talking.” After a pause he added, “What clever
young men we are!”
“Aren’t we? I expect we shall get asked in marriage soon. I say,
Widdrington, shall we—?”
“Accept? Of course. It is not young manly to say no.”
“I meant shall we ever do a more tremendous thing,—fuse Mrs. Elliot.”
“No,” said Widdrington promptly. “We shall never do that in all our
lives.” He added, “I think you might go down to Sawston, though.”
“I have already refused or ignored three invitations.”
“So I gathered.”
“What’s the good of it?” said Ansell through his teeth. “I will not put
up with little things. I would rather be rude than to listen to twaddle
from a man I’ve known.”
“You might go down to Sawston, just for a night, to see him.”
“I saw him last month—at least, so Tilliard informs me. He says
that we all three lunched together, that Rickie paid, and that the
conversation was most interesting.”
“Well, I contend that he does exist, and that if you go—oh, I can’t be
clever any longer. You really must go, man. I’m certain he’s miserable
and lonely. Dunwood House reeks of commerce and snobbery and all the
things he hated most. He doesn’t do anything. He doesn’t make any
friends. He is so odd, too. In this day-boy row that has just started
he’s gone for my cousin. Would you believe it? Quite spitefully. It
made quite a difficulty when I wanted to dine. It isn’t like him—either
the sentiments or the behaviour. I’m sure he’s not himself. Pembroke
used to look after the day-boys, and so he can’t very well take the
lead against them, and perhaps Rickie’s doing his dirty work—and has
overdone it, as decent people generally do. He’s even altering to talk
to. Yet he’s not been married a year. Pembroke and that wife simply run
him. I don’t see why they should, and no more do you; and that’s why I
want you to go to Sawston, if only for one night.”
Ansell shook his head, and looked up at the dome as other men look at
the sky. In it the great arc lamps sputtered and flared, for the month
was again November. Then he lowered his eyes from the cold violet
radiance to the books.
“No, Widdrington; no. We don’t go to see people because they are happy
or unhappy. We go when we can talk to them. I cannot talk to Rickie,
therefore I will not waste my time at Sawston.”
“I think you’re right,” said Widdrington softly. “But we are bloodless
brutes. I wonder whether—if we were different people—something might
be done to save him. That is the curse of being a little intellectual.
You and our sort have always seen too clearly. We stand aside—and
meanwhile he turns into stone. Two philosophic youths repining in the
British Museum! What have we done? What shall we ever do? Just drift
and criticize, while people who know what they want snatch it away from
us and laugh.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account