Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
“Perhaps you are that sort. I’m not. When the moment comes I shall hit
out like any ploughboy. Don’t believe those lies about intellectual
people. They’re only written to soothe the majority. Do you suppose,
with the world as it is, that it’s an easy matter to keep quiet? Do
you suppose that I didn’t want to rescue him from that ghastly woman?
Action! Nothing’s easier than action; as fools testify. But I want to
act rightly.”
“The superintendent is looking at us. I must get back to my work.”
“You think this all nonsense,” said Ansell, detaining him. “Please
remember that if I do act, you are bound to help me.”
Widdrington looked a little grave. He was no anarchist. A few plaintive
cries against Mrs. Elliot were all that he prepared to emit.
“There’s no mystery,” continued Ansell. “I haven’t the shadow of a plan
in my head. I know not only Rickie but the whole of his history: you
remember the day near Madingley. Nothing in either helps me: I’m just
watching.”
“But what for?”
“For the Spirit of Life.”
Widdrington was surprised. It was a phrase unknown to their philosophy.
They had trespassed into poetry.
“You can’t fight Medusa with anything else. If you ask me what the
Spirit of Life is, or to what it is attached, I can’t tell you. I only
tell you, watch for it. Myself I’ve found it in books. Some people find
it out of doors or in each other. Never mind. It’s the same spirit, and
I trust myself to know it anywhere, and to use it rightly.”
But at this point the superintendent sent a message.
Widdrington then suggested a stroll in the galleries. It was foggy:
they needed fresh air. He loved and admired his friend, but today he
could not grasp him. The world as Ansell saw it seemed such a fantastic
place, governed by brand-new laws. What more could one do than to
see Rickie as often as possible, to invite his confidence, to offer
him spiritual support? And Mrs. Elliot—what power could “fuse” a
respectable woman?
Ansell consented to the stroll, but, as usual, only breathed
depression. The comfort of books deserted him among those marble
goddesses and gods. The eye of an artist finds pleasure in texture and
poise, but he could only think of the vanished incense and deserted
temples beside an unfurrowed sea.
“Let us go,” he said. “I do not like carved stones.”
“You are too particular,” said Widdrington. “You are always expecting
to meet living people. One never does. I am content with the Parthenon
frieze.” And he moved along a few yards of it, while Ansell followed,
conscious only of its pathos.
“There’s Tilliard,” he observed. “Shall we kill him?”
“Please,” said Widdrington, and as he spoke Tilliard joined them. He
brought them news. That morning he had heard from Rickie: Mrs. Elliot
was expecting a child.
“A child?” said Ansell, suddenly bewildered.
“Oh, I forgot,” interposed Widdrington. “My cousin did tell me.”
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