Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
Ansell was tempted to reply, “I don’t know him at all.” But it seemed
no moment for the severer truths, so he said, “I knew him well at
Cambridge, but I have seen very little of him since.”
“Is it true that his baby was lame?”
“I believe so.”
His teeth closed on his pipe. Chapel was over. The organist was
prancing through the voluntary, and the first ripple of boys had
already reached Dunwood House. In a few minutes the masters would
be here too, and Ansell, who was becoming interested, hurried the
conversation forward.
“Have you come far?”
“From Wiltshire. Do you know Wiltshire?” And for the first time there
came into his face the shadow of a sentiment, the passing tribute to
some mystery. “It’s a good country. I live in one of the finest valleys
out of Salisbury Plain. I mean, I lived.”
“Have you been dismissed from Cadover, without a penny in your pocket?”
He was alarmed at this. Such knowledge seemed simply diabolical. Ansell
explained that if his boots were chalky, if his clothes had obviously
been slept in, if he knew Mrs. Failing, if he knew Wiltshire, and if
he could buy no tobacco—then the deduction was possible. “You do just
attend,” he murmured.
The house was filling with boys, and Ansell saw, to his regret, the
head of Agnes over the thuyia hedge that separated the small front
garden from the side lawn where he was sitting. After a few minutes it
was followed by the heads of Rickie and Mr. Pembroke. All the heads
were turned the other way. But they would find his card in the hall,
and if the man had left any message they would find that too. “What are
you?” he demanded. “Who are you—your name—I don’t care about that.
But it interests me to class people, and up to now I have failed with
you.”
“I—” He stopped. Ansell reflected that there are worse answers. “I
really don’t know what I am. Used to think I was something special, but
strikes me now I feel much like other chaps. Used to look down on the
labourers. Used to take for granted I was a gentleman, but really I
don’t know where I do belong.”
“One belongs to the place one sleeps in and to the people one eats
with.”
“As often as not I sleep out of doors and eat by myself, so that
doesn’t get you any further.”
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