Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
“Then that’s it. Mrs. Failing, you see, she wouldn’t call it that,
because three W’s, you see, in a row, she said, are vulgar, and sound
like Tolstoy, if you’ve heard of him.”
Ansell confessed to an acquaintance, and then said, “Do you think ‘What
We Want’ vulgar?” He was not at all interested, but he desired to
escape from the atmosphere of pugilistic courtesy, more painful to him
than blows themselves.
“It _is_ the same book,” said the other—“same title, same binding.” He
weighed it like a brick in his muddy hands.
“Open it to see if the inside corresponds,” said Ansell, swallowing a
laugh and a little more blood with it.
With a liberal allowance of thumb-marks, he turned the pages over and
read, “‘—the rural silence that is not a poet’s luxury but a practical
need for all men.’ Yes, it _is_ the same book.” Smiling pleasantly over
the discovery, he handed it back to the owner.
“And is it true?”
“I beg your pardon?”
“Is it true that rural silence is a practical need?”
“Don’t ask me!”
“Have you ever tried it?”
“What?”
“Rural silence.”
“A field with no noise in it, I suppose you mean. I don’t understand.”
Ansell smiled, but a slight fire in the man’s eye checked him. After
all, this was a person who could knock one down. Moreover, there was no
reason why he should be teased. He had it in him to retort “No. Why?”
He was not stupid in essentials. He was irritable—in Ansell’s eyes a
frequent sign of grace. Sitting down on the upturned seat, he remarked,
“I like the book in many ways. I don’t think ‘What We Want’ would have
been a vulgar title. But I don’t intend to spoil myself on the chance
of mending the world, which is what the creed amounts to. Nor am I keen
on rural silences.”
“Curse!” he said thoughtfully, sucking at an empty pipe.
“Tobacco?”
“Please.”
“Rickie’s is invariably filthy.”
“Who says I know Rickie?”
“Well, you know his aunt. It’s a possible link. Be gentle with Rickie.
Don’t knock him down if he doesn’t think it’s a nice morning.”
The other was silent.
“Do you know him well?”
“Kind of.” He was not inclined to talk. The wish to smoke was very
violent in him, and Ansell noticed how he gazed at the wreaths that
ascended from bowl and stem, and how, when the stem was in his mouth,
he bit it. He gave the idea of an animal with just enough soul to
contemplate its own bliss. United with refinement, such a type was
common in Greece. It is not common today, and Ansell was surprised to
find it in a friend of Rickie’s. Rickie, if he could even “kind of
know” such a creature, must be stirring in his grave.
“Do you know his wife too?”
“Oh yes. In a way I know Agnes. But thank you for this tobacco. Last
night I nearly died. I have no money.”
“Take the whole pouch—do.”
After a moment’s hesitation he did. “Fight the good” had scarcely
ended, so quickly had their intimacy grown.
“I suppose you’re a friend of Rickie’s?”
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