Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
“But I’m not proud. Look how I’ve taken your pouch! The hundred pounds
was—well, can’t you see yourself, it was quite different? It was, so to
speak, _inconvenient_ for me to take the hundred pounds. Or look again
how I took a shilling from a boy who earns nine bob a-week! Proves
pretty conclusively I’m not proud.”
Ansell saw it was useless to argue. He perceived, beneath the
slatternly use of words, the man, buttoned up in them, just as his body
was buttoned up in a shoddy suit,—and he wondered more than ever that
such a man should know the Elliots. He looked at the face, which was
frank, proud, and beautiful, if truth is beauty. Of mercy or tact such
a face knew little. It might be coarse, but it had in it nothing vulgar
or wantonly cruel. “May I read these papers?” he said.
“Of course. Oh yes; didn’t I say? I’m Rickie’s half-brother, come here
to tell him the news. He doesn’t know. There it is, put shortly for
you. I was saying, though, that I bolted in the dark, slept in the
rifle-butts above Salisbury, the sheds where they keep the cardboard
men, you know, never locked up as they ought to be. I turned the whole
place upside down to teach them.”
“Here is your packet again,” said Ansell. “Thank you. How interesting!”
He rose from the seat and turned towards Dunwood House. He looked at
the bow-windows, the cheap picturesque gables, the terracotta dragons
clawing a dirty sky. He listened to the clink of plates and to the
voice of Mr. Pembroke taking one of his innumerable roll-calls. He
looked at the bed of lobelias. How interesting! What else was there to
say?
“One must be the son of some one,” remarked Stephen. And that was all
he had to say. To him those names on the moistened paper were mere
antiquities. He was neither proud of them nor ashamed. A man must have
parents, or he cannot enter the delightful world. A man, if he has
a brother, may reasonably visit him, for they may have interests in
common. He continued his narrative, —how in the night he had heard the
clocks, how at daybreak, instead of entering the city, he had struck
eastward to save money,—while Ansell still looked at the house and
found that all his imagination and knowledge could lead him no farther
than this: how interesting!
“—And what do you think of that for a holy horror?”
“For a what?” said Ansell, his thoughts far away.
“This man I am telling you about, who gave me a lift towards Andover,
who said I was a blot on God’s earth.”
One o’clock struck. It was strange that neither of them had had any
summons from the house.
“He said I ought to be ashamed of myself. He said, ‘_I_’ll not be the
means of bringing shame to an honest gentleman and lady.’ I told him
not to be a fool. I said I knew what I was about. Rickie and Agnes are
properly educated, which leads people to look at things straight, and
not go screaming about blots. A man like me, with just a little reading
at odd hours—I’ve got so far, and Rickie has been through Cambridge.”
“And Mrs. Elliot?”
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