Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
“Oh, she won’t mind, and I told the man so; but he kept on saying,
‘_I_’ll not be the means of bringing shame to an honest gentleman and
lady,’ until I got out of his rotten cart.” His eye watched the man, a
Nonconformist, driving away over God’s earth. “I caught the train by
running. I got to Waterloo at—”
Here the parlour-maid fluttered towards them. Would Mr. Wonham come in?
Mrs. Elliot would be glad to see him now.
“Mrs. Elliot?” cried Ansell. “Not Mr. Elliot?”
“It’s all the same,” said Stephen, and moved towards the house.
“You see, I only left my name. They don’t know why I’ve come.”
“Perhaps Mr. Elliot sees me meanwhile?”
The parlour-maid looked blank. Mr. Elliot had not said so. He had been
with Mrs. Elliot and Mr. Pembroke in the study. Now the gentlemen had
gone upstairs.
“All right, I can wait.” After all, Rickie was treating him as he had
treated Rickie, as one in the grave, to whom it is futile to make any
loving motion. Gone upstairs—to brush his hair for dinner! The irony
of the situation appealed to him strongly. It reminded him of the Greek
Drama, where the actors know so little and the spectators so much.
“But, by the bye,” he called after Stephen, “I think I ought to tell
you—don’t—”
“What is it?”
“Don’t—” Then he was silent. He had been tempted to explain
everything, to tell the fellow how things stood, that he must avoid
this if he wanted to attain that; that he must break the news to Rickie
gently; that he must have at least one battle royal with Agnes. But it
was contrary to his own spirit to coach people: he held the human soul
to be a very delicate thing, which can receive eternal damage from a
little patronage. Stephen must go into the house simply as himself, for
thus alone would he remain there.
“I ought to knock my pipe out? Was that it?” “By no means. Go in, your
pipe and you.”
He hesitated, torn between propriety and desire. Then he followed the
parlour-maid into the house smoking. As he entered the dinner-bell
rang, and there was the sound of rushing feet, which died away into
shuffling and silence. Through the window of the boys’ dining-hall came
the colourless voice of Rickie—
“‘Benedictus benedicat.’”
Ansell prepared himself to witness the second act of the drama;
forgetting that all this world, and not part of it, is a stage.
XXVII
The parlour-maid took Mr. Wonham to the study. He had been in the
drawing-room before, but had got bored, and so had strolled out into
the garden. Now he was in better spirits, as a man ought to be who has
knocked down a man. As he passed through the hall he sparred at the
teak monkey, and hung his cap on the bust of Hermes. And he greeted
Mrs. Elliot with a pleasant clap of laughter. “Oh, I’ve come with the
most tremendous news!” he cried.
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