Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
“Two minutes!” sang Ansell. “I can say a great deal in that.” He put
one foot on a chair and held his arms over the quivering room. He
seemed transfigured into a Hebrew prophet passionate for satire and the
truth. “Oh, keep quiet for two minutes,” he cried, “and I’ll tell you
something you’ll be glad to hear. You’re a little afraid Stephen may
come back. Don’t be afraid. I bring good news. You’ll never see him
nor any one like him again. I must speak very plainly, for you are all
three fools. I don’t want you to say afterwards, ‘Poor Mr. Ansell tried
to be clever.’ Generally I don’t mind, but I should mind today. Please
listen. Stephen is a bully; he drinks; he knocks one down; but he would
sooner die than take money from people he did not love. Perhaps he will
die, for he has nothing but a few pence that the poor gave him and some
tobacco which, to my eternal glory, he accepted from me. Please listen
again. Why did he come here? Because he thought you would love him, and
was ready to love you. But I tell you, don’t be afraid. He would sooner
die now than say you were his brother. Please listen again—”
“Now, Stewart, don’t go on like that,” said Rickie bitterly. “It’s
easy enough to preach when you are an outsider. You would be more
charitable if such a thing had happened to yourself. Easy enough to be
unconventional when you haven’t suffered and know nothing of the facts.
You love anything out of the way, anything queer, that doesn’t often
happen, and so you get excited over this. It’s useless, my dear man;
you have hurt me, but you will never upset me. As soon as you stop this
ridiculous scene we will finish our dinner. Spread this scandal; add
to it. I’m too old to mind such nonsense. I cannot help my father’s
disgrace, on the one hand; nor, on the other, will I have anything to
do with his blackguard of a son.”
So the secret was given to the world. Agnes might colour at his speech;
Herbert might calculate the effect of it on the entries for Dunwood
House; but he cared for none of these things. Thank God! he was
withered up at last.
“Please listen again,” resumed Ansell. “Please correct two slight
mistakes: firstly, Stephen is one of the greatest people I have ever
met; secondly, he’s not your father’s son. He’s the son of your mother.”
It was Rickie, not Ansell, who was carried from the hall, and it was
Herbert who pronounced the blessing—
“Benedicto benedicatur.”
A profound stillness succeeded the storm, and the boys, slipping away
from their meal, told the news to the rest of the school, or put it in
the letters they were writing home.
XXVIII
The soul has her own currency. She mints her spiritual coinage and
stamps it with the image of some beloved face. With it she pays her
debts, with it she reckons, saying, “This man has worth, this man is
worthless.” And in time she forgets its origin; it seems to her to be a
thing unalterable, divine. But the soul can also have her bankruptcies.
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