Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
The worst days of Mr. Failing’s rule seemed to be returning. And
Stephen had a practical experience, and also a taste for battle, that
her husband had never possessed. He drew up a list of grievances, some
absurd, others fundamental. No newspapers in the reading-room, you
could put a plate under the Thompsons’ door, no level cricket-pitch,
no allotments and no time to work in them, Mrs. Wilbraham’s knife-boy
underpaid. “Aren’t you a little unwise?” she asked coldly. “I am more
bored than you think over the farm.” She was wanting to correct the
proofs of the book and rewrite the prefatory memoir. In her irritation
she wrote to Agnes. Agnes replied sympathetically, and Mrs. Failing,
clever as she was, fell into the power of the younger woman. They
discussed him at first as a wretch of a boy; then he got drunk and
somehow it seemed more criminal. All that she needed now was a personal
grievance, which Agnes casually supplied. Though vindictive, she was
determined to treat him well, and thought with satisfaction of our
distant colonies. But he burst into an odd passion: he would sooner
starve than leave England. “Why?” she asked. “Are you in love?” He
picked up a lump of the chalk—they were by the arbour—and made no
answer. The vicar murmured, “It is not like going abroad—Greater
Britain—blood is thicker than water—” A lump of chalk broke her
drawing-room window on the Saturday.
Thus Stephen left Wiltshire, half-blackguard, half-martyr. Do not brand
him as a socialist. He had no quarrel with society, nor any particular
belief in people because they are poor. He only held the creed of “here
am I and there are you,” and therefore class distinctions were trivial
things to him, and life no decorous scheme, but a personal combat or a
personal truce. For the same reason ancestry also was trivial, and a
man not the dearer because the same woman was mother to them both. Yet
it seemed worth while to go to Sawston with the news. Perhaps nothing
would come of it; perhaps friendly intercourse, and a home while he
looked around.
When they wronged him he walked quietly away. He never thought of
allotting the blame, nor of appealing to Ansell, who still sat brooding
in the side-garden. He only knew that educated people could be
horrible, and that a clean liver must never enter Dunwood House again.
The air seemed stuffy. He spat in the gutter. Was it yesterday he had
lain in the rifle-butts over Salisbury? Slightly aggrieved, he wondered
why he was not back there now. “I ought to have written first,” he
reflected. “Here is my money gone. I cannot move. The Elliots have, as
it were, practically robbed me.” That was the only grudge he retained
against them. Their suspicions and insults were to him as the curses of
a tramp whom he passed by the wayside. They were dirty people, not his
sort. He summed up the complicated tragedy as a “take in.”
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