Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
While Rickie was being carried upstairs, and while Ansell (had he known
it) was dashing about the streets for him, he lay under a railway
arch trying to settle his plans. He must pay back the friends who had
given him shillings and clothes. He thought of Flea, whose Sundays he
was spoiling—poor Flea, who ought to be in them now, shining before
his girl. “I daresay he’ll be ashamed and not go to see her, and then
she’ll take the other man.” He was also very hungry. That worm Mrs.
Elliot would be through her lunch by now. Tying his braces round
him, and tearing up those old wet documents, he stepped forth to make
money. A villainous young brute he looked: his clothes were dirty, and
he had lost the spring of the morning. Touching the walls, frowning,
talking to himself at times, he slouched disconsolately northwards;
no wonder that some tawdry girls screamed at him, or that matrons
averted their eyes as they hurried to afternoon church. He wandered
from one suburb to another, till he was among people more villainous
than himself, who bought his tobacco from him and sold him food. Again
the neighbourhood “went up,” and families, instead of sitting on their
doorsteps, would sit behind thick muslin curtains. Again it would “go
down” into a more avowed despair. Far into the night he wandered, until
he came to a solemn river majestic as a stream in hell. Therein were
gathered the waters of Central England—those that flow off Hindhead,
off the Chilterns, off Wiltshire north of the Plain. Therein they
were made intolerable ere they reached the sea. But the waters he had
known escaped. Their course lay southward into the Avon by forests
and beautiful fields, even swift, even pure, until they mirrored the
tower of Christchurch and greeted the ramparts of the Isle of Wight.
Of these he thought for a moment as he crossed the black river and
entered the heart of the modern world. Here he found employment. He was
not hampered by genteel traditions, and, as it was near quarter-day,
managed to get taken on at a furniture warehouse. He moved people from
the suburbs to London, from London to the suburbs, from one suburb to
another. His companions were hurried and querulous. In particular,
he loathed the foreman, a pious humbug who allowed no swearing, but
indulged in something far more degraded—the Cockney repartee. The
London intellect, so pert and shallow, like a stream that never reaches
the ocean, disgusted him almost as much as the London physique, which
for all its dexterity is not permanent, and seldom continues into the
third generation. His father, had he known it, had felt the same; for
between Mr. Elliot and the foreman the gulf was social, not spiritual:
both spent their lives in trying to be clever. And Tony Failing had
once put the thing into words: “There’s no such thing as a Londoner.
He’s only a country man on the road to sterility.”
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