Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
“About a man and a woman who meet and are happy.”
“Somewhat of a _tour de force_, I conclude.”
He frowned. “In literature we needn’t intrude our own limitations. I’m
not so silly as to think that all marriages turn out like mine. My
character is to blame for our catastrophe, not marriage.”
“My dear, I too have married; marriage is to blame.”
But here again he seemed to know better.
“Well,” she said, leaving the table and moving with her dessert to the
mantelpiece, “so you are abandoning marriage and taking to literature.
And are happy.”
“Yes.”
“Why?”
“Because, as we used to say at Cambridge, the cow is there. The world
is real again. This is a room, that a window, outside is the night—”
“Go on.”
He pointed to the floor. “The day is straight below, shining through
other windows into other rooms.”
“You are very odd,” she said after a pause, “and I do not like you at
all. There you sit, eating my biscuits, and all the time you know that
the earth is round. Who taught you? I am going to bed now, and all the
night, you tell me, you and I and the biscuits go plunging eastwards,
until we reach the sun. But breakfast will be at nine as usual.
Good-night.”
She rang the bell twice, and her maid came with her candle and her
walking-stick: it was her habit of late to go to her room as soon
as dinner was over, for she had no one to sit up with. Rickie was
impressed by her loneliness, and also by the mixture in her of insight
and obtuseness. She was so quick, so clear-headed, so imaginative even.
But all the same, she had forgotten what people were like. Finding life
dull, she had dropped lies into it, as a chemist drops a new element
into a solution, hoping that life would thereby sparkle or turn some
beautiful colour. She loved to mislead others, and in the end her
private view of false and true was obscured, and she misled herself.
How she must have enjoyed their errors over Stephen! But her own error
had been greater, inasmuch as it was spiritual entirely.
Leighton came in with some coffee. Feeling it unnecessary to light the
drawing-room lamp for one small young man, he persuaded Rickie to say
he preferred the dining-room. So Rickie sat down by the fire playing
with one of the lumps of chalk. His thoughts went back to the ford,
from which they had scarcely wandered. Still he heard the horse in the
dark drinking, still he saw the mystic rose, and the tunnel dropping
diamonds. He had driven away alone, believing the earth had confirmed
him. He stood behind things at last, and knew that conventions are not
majestic, and that they will not claim us in the end.
As he mused, the chalk slipped from his fingers, and fell on the
coffee-cup, which broke. The china, said Leighton, was expensive. He
believed it was impossible to match it now. Each cup was different.
It was a harlequin set. The saucer, without the cup, was therefore
useless. Would Mr. Elliot please explain to Mrs. Failing how it
happened.
Rickie promised he would explain.
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