Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
“Are you smoking before lunch?” asked Mr. Dawes.
“No, thank you. I hardly ever smoke.”
“No vices. Aren’t you at Cambridge now?”
“Yes.”
“What’s your college?”
Rickie told him.
“Do you know Carruthers?”
“Rather!”
“I mean A. P. Carruthers, who got his socker blue.”
“Rather! He’s secretary to the college musical society.”
“A. P. Carruthers?”
“Yes.”
Mr. Dawes seemed offended. He tapped on his teeth, and remarked that
the weather had no business to be so warm in winter. “But it was
fiendish before Christmas,” said Agnes.
He frowned, and asked, “Do you know a man called Gerrish?”
“No.”
“Ah.”
“Do you know James?”
“Never heard of him.”
“He’s my year too. He got a blue for hockey his second term.”
“I know nothing about the ’Varsity.”
Rickie winced at the abbreviation “’Varsity.” It was at that time the
proper thing to speak of “the University.”
“I haven’t the time,” pursued Mr. Dawes.
“No, no,” said Rickie politely.
“I had the chance of being an Undergrad, myself, and, by Jove, I’m
thankful I didn’t!”
“Why?” asked Agnes, for there was a pause.
“Puts you back in your profession. Men who go there first, before the
Army, start hopelessly behind. The same with the Stock Exchange or
Painting. I know men in both, and they’ve never caught up the time they
lost in the ’Varsity—unless, of course, you turn parson.”
“I love Cambridge,” said she. “All those glorious buildings, and every
one so happy and running in and out of each other’s rooms all day long.”
“That might make an Undergrad happy, but I beg leave to state it
wouldn’t me. I haven’t four years to throw away for the sake of being
called a ’Varsity man and hobnobbing with Lords.”
Rickie was prepared to find his old schoolfellow ungrammatical and
bumptious, but he was not prepared to find him peevish. Athletes,
he believed, were simple, straightforward people, cruel and brutal
if you like, but never petty. They knocked you down and hurt you,
and then went on their way rejoicing. For this, Rickie thought,
there is something to be said: he had escaped the sin of despising
the physically strong—a sin against which the physically weak must
guard. But here was Dawes returning again and again to the subject
of the University, full of transparent jealousy and petty spite,
nagging, nagging, nagging, like a maiden lady who has not been invited
to a tea-party. Rickie wondered whether, after all, Ansell and the
extremists might not be right, and bodily beauty and strength be signs
of the soul’s damnation.
He glanced at Agnes. She was writing down some orderings for the
tradespeople on a piece of paper. Her handsome face was intent on the
work. The bench on which she and Gerald were sitting had no back,
but she sat as straight as a dart. He, though strong enough to sit
straight, did not take the trouble.
“Why don’t they talk to each other?” thought Rickie.
“Gerald, give this paper to the cook.”
“I can give it to the other slavey, can’t I?”
“She’d be dressing.”
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