Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
“Yes. That,” exclaimed Ansell, rising from his couch in violent
excitement. “Where is it? How do you set about finding it? How long
does it take to get there? What does it think? What does it do? What
does it want? Oblige me with specimens of its art and literature.”
Silence. “Till you do, my opinions will be as follows: There is no
great world at all, only a little earth, for ever isolated from the
rest of the little solar system. The earth is full of tiny societies,
and Cambridge is one of them. All the societies are narrow, but some
are good and some are bad—just as one house is beautiful inside and
another ugly. Observe the metaphor of the houses: I am coming back
to it. The good societies say, ‘I tell you to do this because I am
Cambridge.’ The bad ones say, ‘I tell you to do that because I am the
great world,—not because I am ‘Peckham,’ or ‘Billingsgate,’ or ‘Park
Lane,’ but ‘because I am the great world.’ They lie. And fools like
you listen to them, and believe that they are a thing which does not
exist and never has existed, and confuse ‘great,’ which has no meaning
whatever, with ‘good,’ which means salvation. Look at this great
wreath: it’ll be dead tomorrow. Look at that good flower: it’ll come up
again next year. Now for the other metaphor. To compare the world to
Cambridge is like comparing the outsides of houses with the inside of a
house. No intellectual effort is needed, no moral result is attained.
You only have to say, ‘Oh, what a difference!’ and then come indoors
again and exhibit your broadened mind.”
“I never shall come indoors again,” said Rickie. “That’s the whole
point.” And his voice began to quiver. “It’s well enough for those
who’ll get a Fellowship, but in a few weeks I shall go down. In a few
years it’ll be as if I’ve never been up. It matters very much to me
what the world is like. I can’t answer your questions about it; and
that’s no loss to you, but so much the worse for me. And then you’ve
got a house—not a metaphorical one, but a house with father and
sisters. I haven’t, and never shall have. There’ll never again be a
home for me like Cambridge. I shall only look at the outside of homes.
According to your metaphor, I shall live in the street, and it matters
very much to me what I find there.”
“You’ll live in another house right enough,” said Ansell, rather
uneasily. “Only take care you pick out a decent one. I can’t think why
you flop about so helplessly, like a bit of seaweed. In four years
you’ve taken as much root as any one.”
“Where?”
“I should say you’ve been fortunate in your friends.”
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