Cowboys -- Fiction; Nevada -- History -- Fiction; Short stories, American; Western stories
The sheep which numbered thousands, the little mill--always grinding
in its jaws the ores brought down the mountain by the snail-paced
teams to fill its hungry maw, these added daily to the hoard Old Scott
clutched with gripping, penurious fingers. Early and late, unceasingly,
he worked, and chose that Martha should labor as he labored, live as
he lived. But, as she mechanically took up her burden of life, there
came to the sweet, uncomplaining mouth a droop at the corners that grew
with the years, telling to those who had the eyes to see, that while
accepting with mute lips the unhappy conditions of her lot, she longed
with all her starved soul for something different from her yearly round
of never-ending toil.
Once--only once--in a whirlwind of revolt, she felt that she could
endure it no longer--that she must break away from the dull routine
which made the measure of her days; felt that she must go out among
happy human beings--to be in the rush and whirl of life under
Pleasure’s sunshine--to bask in its warmth as others did. She longed to
enjoy life as Youth enjoys; herself to be young once more. Yes, even to
dance as she had danced when a girl! In the upheaval of her passionate
revolt, flushed and trembling, she begged her husband to take her to
one of the country balls of the neighborhood.
“Take me wunst!” she pleaded, her eyes glistening with unshed tears;
“only this wunst; I won’t never ask you no more. But I do want to have
one right good time. You never take me nowheres. Please take me, Fred,
won’t you?”
Old Scott straightened himself from the task over which he was bending
and looked at her in incredulous wonder. For more than a minute he
stared at her; then, breaking into a loud laugh, he mocked:
“You’d look pretty, now, wouldn’t you, a-goin’ and a-toein’ it like you
was a young gal!”
She shrank from him as though he had raised a lash over her, and the
light died out of her face. Without a word she turned and went back to
her work.
* * * * *
Martha Scott never again alluded to the meagre pleasures of her life.
She went back to her work of cooking the coarse food which was their
only fare; of mending the heavy, uncouth clothing which week-day and
Sunday alike, was her husband’s only apparel; of washing and ironing
the cheap calicoes, and coarse, unbleached muslins of her own poor,
and scanty wardrobe, fulfilling her part as a bread-winner. The man
never saw that he failed in performing the part of a good and loving
husband; and if anyone had pointed out to him that her existence was
impoverished by his indifference and neglect, he still would have been
unable to see wherein he had erred. He would have argued that she
had enough to eat, enough to wear; that they owned their home--their
neighbors having no better, nor any larger; he was laying aside money
all the time; he did not drink; he never struck her. What more could
any woman ask?
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