Cowboys -- Fiction; Nevada -- History -- Fiction; Short stories, American; Western stories
For answer she dropped her head on her folded arms while a dry, hard
sob forced its way through her lips. It struck upon the chord within
him that always thrilled to the sight or sound of anything, even
remotely, touching grief. This sudden, unexpected joy of hers was so
near akin to sorrow--ay, and she had had much sorrow, God knows! in her
misspent life--it was cause enough for calling forth the gentle touch
he laid upon her bowed head.
“Don’t, Gloria, girl! Don’t! It isn’t worth this, believe me. Yet, if
you come, you shall never have cause for regret, if there’s anything
left in a man’s honor.”
He stroked her hair silently a moment before he said:
“There are some things yet to be done before train time; so I must go
now. Will you be there--at the station?”
“Yes.”
So it was that the thing was settled; and Keith accepted his fate in
silence.
An evil thing done? Perhaps. Evil, that good might come of it. And he
himself to be the sole sufferer. He was removing this woman beyond
Sidney Williston’s reach forever. When the weak, erring husband should
find himself free once more from the toils which had held him, his love
(if love it was) would return to the neglected wife; and she, dear,
faithful, loving woman that she was, would never, thank heaven! guess
his unfaithfulness.
Bayard Keith did not feel himself to be a hero. Such men as he are
never vainglorious; and Keith had no thought of questioning Life’s way
of spelling “duty” as he saw it written. He was being loyal for the
sake of loyalty, a sacrifice for love’s own sake than which no man can
make greater, for he knew that his martyrdom would be in forever being
misjudged by the woman for whose dear sake it was done. He would be
misjudged, of course, by Sidney Williston, and by all the world, for
that matter; but for them he did not care. He was simply doing what
he thought was right that he himself should do--for Kathryn Verrill’s
sake. Her love had been denied him. Now he must even forfeit her
respect. All for love’s sake. None must ever know why he had done this
hideous thing. They must be made to think that he--like others--had
yielded to a mad love for the bad, beautiful woman. In his very silence
under condemnation lay security for Kathryn Verrill’s happiness. Only
he himself would ever know how great would be his agony in bearing the
load he had undertaken. Oh, if there might be some other way than this!
If there could be but some still unthought-of means of escape whereby
he could serve his dear lady, and yet be freed from yoking his life
with a woman from whom his whole being would revolt. How would he be
able through all the years to come--years upon years--to bear his life,
with her?
As he walked past the darkened buildings he breathed heavily, each
breath indrawn with a sibilant sound, like a badger at bay. Yet he had
no thought of turning aside from his self-imposed immolation.
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