Cowboys -- Fiction; Nevada -- History -- Fiction; Short stories, American; Western stories
At eleven o’clock I am to die; to go out of the world of sunshine and
azure seas, of hills and vales of living green, of the sweet breath of
wild flowers and fruit bloom, of light and laughter and the music of
Life, to----what? Where? How far does the Soul go? What follows that
awful moment of final dissolution?
At eleven o’clock I shall know; for I must die. There is no hope,
no help; though my hand has never been raised against mortal man or
woman--never have I taken a human life.
At the stroke of the hour a great crowd will stand in the prison yard,
and gape at the scaffold, and see the drop fall, and--fascinated and
frowning--gaze with straining eyes at the Thing dangling at the end of
a hempen rope. A Soul will go out into immeasurable space. A purple
mark on my throat will tell the story of death by strangulation. Two
bodies will lie stark and dead tonight--his and mine. His will be laid
in the pine box that belongs to the dishonored dead; while mine will be
housed in rosewood, and satin, and silver.
You do not understand?
Listen, let me tell you! Let me go back to the first time we ever
met--he and I.
After college days were over, I left the Atlantic coast and all that
Life there meant to me, and came out to the West of the sagebrush,
and the whirlwinds, and the little horned toads. And there in the
wide wastes where there is nothing but the immensity of space and the
everlasting quiet of the desert, I went into business for myself.
Business there? Oh, yes! for out there where men go mad or die, cattle
and sheep may thrive. I, who loved Life and the association of bright
minds, and everything that such companionship gives, invested all I
had (and little enough it was!) in a business of which I knew nothing,
except that those men who went there with a determination to stick
to the work till success should find them, brought away bags full of
gold--all they could carry--as they came back into the world they had
known before their self-banishment.
So I, too, went there, and bought hundreds of
sheep--bleating--blear-eyed, stupid creatures that they are! I,
essentially a man of cities and of people, began a strange, new life
there, becoming care-taker of the flocks myself.
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