She smiled at this, but his appeal touched her. He was nearly ten years
her senior, and belonged, as she had said, to an entirely different
world, and he wanted her help and begged for it. She felt his charm and
realized the danger that lay in it, and she wished to be kind, but here
was a case where sympathy must be offered guardedly. This interview was
altogether too serious for comfort and she rose, facing him with an
entire change of manner. It seemed that she was the older now, the one
grown wise through long familiarity with the world.
[Illustration: “MEN WHO WORK WITH THEIR HANDS--THESE THINGS!”]
“I’m a busy person, Mr. Craighill; I’m working just as hard as I can
and I hope to do something pretty good one of these days, in spite of
the gloomy view I take occasionally of my prospects. Now, why don’t
you go in for something? Work, work, work! It’s the only way to be
happy. You haven’t won the right to the leisure you’re throwing away.
It’s cheating life to waste opportunities as you do. I saved just half
a dollar a week for two years to get a chance to study drawing; I
scrubbed and washed dishes in a hotel and ran a machine in a garment
factory. And you may be sure that if I have to do it I’ll go back to
the sewing-machine next summer and begin all over again without the
slightest grudge against the world. I’m not going to be a beggar; I
want to earn my right to a share in beautiful things.
“Why, Mr. Craighill,” she continued with increasing vehemence, “all
the men I have ever known have been labouring men--men who work with
their hands--these things!” In her passionate earnestness she held out
her hands as though they were part of her case for labour. “My father
was an anthracite miner, and he died at work. I’ve seen sad things in
my life. I had a little brother who was crushed to death in a breaker.
He was oiler boy, and he was so eager to get time to play at noon with
the other boys that he crawled in to do his work before the machinery
stopped and he was ground to pieces--fourteen years old, Mr. Craighill!
I can’t get over that--that he was a child and he died trying to win
time away from labour to play! I’ve seen them bring bodies of dead
men out of mines all my life--my own father was killed by a fall
of slate--but I’d rather sweep the streets, if I were you, or dig
ditches, or drive mules down in the dark than just be--well, nothing in
particular but somebody’s son with money to spend--and not the least
bit of sense about spending it!”
Wayne Craighill had been scolded, and nagged, and prayed over without
effect, but this speech was like a challenge; there was a cry of
trumpets in it. And her reference to the dead men of the pit, and the
mordant scorn of her last phrases set his blood tingling. He was aware
now that it was a sweet and precious thing to be near her: no other
voice had power to thrill like hers; no other eyes had ever searched
his soul with so deep and earnest a questioning.
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