As a rule the rejected ones behaved well. Each decided Aline was much
too wonderful a creature for him, and continued to love her cautiously
and from a distance. None of them ever spoke or thought ill of her and
would gladly have punched any one who did. It was only the women whose
young men Aline had temporarily confiscated, and then returned saddened
and chastened, who were spiteful. And they dared say no more than that
Aline would probably have known her mind better if she had had a mother
to look after her. This, coming to the ears of Aline, caused her to
reply that a girl who could not keep straight herself, but needed a
mother to help her, would not keep straight had she a dozen mothers.
As she put it cheerfully, a girl who goes wrong and then pleads "no
mother to guide her" is like a jockey who pulls a race and then blames
the horse.
Each of the young men Aline rejected married some one else and, except
when the name of Aline Proctor in the theatrical advertisements or in
electric lights on Broadway gave him a start, forgot that for a month
her name and his own had been linked together from Portland to San
Francisco. But the girl he married did not forget. She never
understood what the public saw in Aline Proctor. That Aline was the
queen of musical comedy she attributed to the fact that Aline knew the
right people and got herself written about in the right way. But that
she could sing, dance, act; that she possessed compelling charm; that
she "got across" not only to the tired business man, the wine agent,
the college boy, but also to the children and the old ladies, was to
her never apparent.
Just as Aline could not forgive the rejected suitor for allowing her to
love him, so the girl he married never forgave Aline for having loved
her husband. Least of all could Sally Winthrop, who two years after
the summer at Bar Harbor married Herbert Nelson, forgive her. And she
let Herbert know it. Herbert was properly in love with Sally Winthrop,
but he liked to think that his engagement to Aline, though brief and
abruptly terminated, had proved him to be a man fatally attractive to
all women. And though he was hypnotizing himself into believing that
his feeling for Aline had been the grand passion, the truth was that
all that kept her in his thoughts was his own vanity. He was not
discontented with his lot--his lot being Sally Winthrop, her millions,
and her estate of three hundred acres near Westbury. Nor was he still
longing for Aline. It was only that his vanity was flattered by the
recollection that one of the young women most beloved by the public had
once loved him.
"I once was a king in Babylon," he used to misquote to himself, "and
she was a Christian slave."
He was as young as that.
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