New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
With infinite tact, she refrained from accepting his lofty pledge of
eternal constancy. She also refrained from a similar commitment of her
own affections.
"Don’t misunderstand me, Janet," he said, as sadly as if her
disagreement cut him to the soul. "I merely felt in honor bound to
offer to marry you. I know better than you do what an unconventional
step means.
"All the more reason why I should learn by experience, then. No,
Claude. If I married you, I’m sure I should soon stop loving you. The
thought that you had a legal claim on my affection would be enough to
kill it."
"Oh, you mustn’t take the law so seriously, darling. Nobody does,
nowadays."
"I know nothing about the law, Claude," she said, repudiating all
jurisprudence with one of her eloquent gestures. "Do you want us to
become a careworn, broken-spirited, isolated married couple, hating all
the other careworn, broken-spirited, isolated married couples of the
western world? Do you want me to grow to hate and despise you as my
mother hates and despises my father, as so many wives appear secretly to
hate and despise their husbands?"
"How can you say such monstrous things, Janet?"
"How can you pretend to believe that love should be free?" she retorted.
"Well," he replied, "I admit there’s a lot in what you say. I suppose,"
he added with a fine masculine irrelevance, "that we can always change
our minds and get married later on if we choose to."
He could not fully persuade himself that Janet really believed in free
love. Nevertheless, he was hugely relieved to learn that, whatever her
motive might be, she had no ulterior matrimonial designs on him. If
only he could have suppressed a sneaking fear that he was "taking
advantage" of Janet, as he called it, or satisfied himself that he was
legitimately taking the good the gods provided, as the Outlaws boldly
called a step of this sort!
But Claude’s Bohemianism was only skin-deep. Like a good many
Bohemians, he discarded traditional forms, costly conventions and social
restrictions, chiefly in order to extract from social intercourse and
philandering, the greatest amount of pleasure with the smallest amount
of risk. Being a Bohemian was merely a sybaritic pastime for him.
In short, Claude lacked the courage of his experiments. The only
morality he genuinely believed in was the current morality (and
immorality) of his peers. Thus loose love could be allowed to have a
certain place in the scheme of things, but free love, as an avowed
principle, was incontestably wrong. Claude might humor the model
tenementers to the extent of using their free-love propaganda for his
own ends. At heart, however, he was profoundly shocked by Janet’s
stubborn contention that her views of marriage, though glaringly
heterodox, were morally sound.
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