New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
"’Love’s not Time’s fool!’" said Claude, quoting dithyrambically. "We’ll
never be separated, darling, will we?"
"Well—not for the present," said Janet, with dancing eyes. "I won’t
vouch for our dim and distant feelings."
"No teasing, you darling imp!"
"Claude, I mean it. If—if it should turn out that your father was
right, that will merely prove that we were wrong."
He was at a complete loss how to treat her incredible self-surrender.
As a man of the world, he was part scandalized, part uneasy, according
as he swerved from the conviction that Janet was candid, to the
suspicion that she was designing. Again, as a gay Bohemian trifler, he
saw in her attitude an easy way out of possible complications. Whether
he should or should not carry out his offer of marriage was now a
question he would not have to face. She did not mean to put his vows to
the test! This was breath-bereaving, staggering; it was even slightly
annoying. But, her eccentric choice being a fact, surely the
consequences did not rest on his soul?
"Janet, you don’t know what you are doing!" he cried out involuntarily,
being torn many ways at once.
She, too, was greatly agitated; but, under the pressure of her theory,
she kept her head. While he stood there as if distraught, she poured
out a flood of reasons to which he scarcely listened. For instance, she
said it was criminal for two people to form a permanent union or bring
children into a family until they were sure of being well-suited to each
other and of establishing a family that children would wish to enter.
All marriages ought to be trial marriages of the kind that George
Meredith had suggested long ago.
Moreover, until she became independent in the matter of money, she
couldn’t dream of subscribing to any permanent arrangement.
He replied that this was all nonsense and derided Meredith as a bookworm
and a dreamer. For his own part, hadn’t he money enough to provide for
them both? If she wouldn’t take half his money, she didn’t love him.
That was flat!
"I do love you!" cried Janet, with more visible emotion than before.
"That’s why I mustn’t marry you."
He rose with a wild movement.
"I must save myself—and you, too!" he murmured. "I’m going abroad by the
first steamer."
But these words were dashed with insurgent passion. Handsome, hypnotic,
intense, his whole being vibrated towards her. She surrendered
incontinently.
"Not without me!" she said, enchaining him in her arms.
He kissed her tempestuously.
"It’s a daring step, and a perilous one," he said, more in weak protest
than in forceful remonstrance.
"No, no, no!" she cried, as with a gesture of ecstasy she hid her face
on his shoulder.
*PART IV*
*NEMESIS*
*CHAPTER TWENTY*
*I*
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