New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
But if he was exploiting Janet’s infatuation for him, he was not doing
so consciously. And the fact remained that, had she been so minded, she
could just as easily have exploited his infatuation for her. Indeed,
the latter would have been easier. Claude was not aware of this. He
was aware only of his own power, and he believed he was exercising
almost superhuman self-control in an effort to avoid compromising her
future.
He believed he was doing this now, whilst fishing for an answer to
Janet’s candid "_why not?_" A few hours earlier, in Huntington, under
the concerted pressure of the Armstrong family, he had realized that he
would have to give up either Marjorie or Janet; and it had occurred to
him that if he took Janet now, Marjorie was not lost to him later;
whereas if he took Marjorie now, Janet was lost to him forever.
Naturally, it was not in terms of pitiless realism that he sought to
explain his choice.
A more heroic explanation was that he had given up Marjorie for Janet’s
sake, and that, on a peremptory summons of the heart, he had run away
from Huntington determined to risk everything—from his father’s wrath to
the loss of Mr. Armstrong’s protection in the matter of smuggled
diamonds. The heroic explanation was the one he meant to give to Janet.
Looking, at the moment, into Janet’s gray eyes in their superb setting
of long, dark lashes, he was ready to give his thoughts any form that
might be acceptable to her. Surely, such a mixture of radical daring and
native good sense, of enticement and candor, of self-reliance that
ennobled her and soft yielding that flattered _him_—such a mixture had
never before been found in one woman. It made her exquisite, enigmatic,
thrilling and quite indispensable to him.
So reasoned his heart. And all his commanding nonchalance returned.
*V*
The result was that when Janet, failing to get an answer to her
question, repeated anew her wish to accompany him abroad, he enfolded
her in his arms and said:
"After all, why not?"
And after a fervent embrace, he added:
"Janet, I think you ought to face what’s in store for us."
"Don’t let’s cross bridges, Claude," she pleaded.
"We’ll get married, of course," he went on, unheeding her. "Frankly, my
father won’t like it. He’ll probably make Rome howl. However, he’ll
get used to it in the end—especially when he meets you. But, though
there’s a storm ahead, you are brave and we’ll weather it, I’m sure."
"Your father won’t raise a storm," said Janet, with a strange smile,
"for a small but important reason. Remember, I’m not going to be
married."
"Janet!"
"You know I don’t believe in it."
They argued the matter pro and con, she spiritedly, he lamely. Janet
pointed out, among other things, that when Mr. Fontaine senior learnt of
their free union he was little likely to attempt any serious
interference, but would count on time to separate them.
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