New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
Was there any sensible reason why Robert shouldn’t pick up the thread of
an old friendship, if it was all in the day’s work? It might even be
useful to a labor man to get in touch with people who knew the ropes of
the French capital. Anyhow, Robert would be the last person in the
world to abstain from such a course if it promised to advance his
principles.
His hateful principles! The worst of it was, she was beginning to have
sympathy for his conviction that the drudgery which served a purpose you
believed in might be a real pleasure, compared with which the pleasure
that served no purpose worth believing in would be an intolerable pain.
Well, all these speculations were as nothing against the fact of the
moment. The fact of the moment was that the swaying of the bus crushed
Robert’s arm against hers in an impact that was poignantly delightful.
Nor was this all. Robert, his imperious principles notwithstanding,
acted in every respect as if he liked having his arm against her; no as
if he would like to have his arm _around_ her. Robert Lloyd amorous?
She gave him a sidelong glance. Her senses provided her with abundant
evidence that her surmise was correct. But this was a world of sensory
illusions as she had learned to her cost; and she reminded herself
sharply that she had more than one decisive reason for trusting neither
to his feelings nor to her own.
*IV*
"You’re not doing your duty," she said to him. "We’ve just passed the
church of St. Germain-des-Pres. Quick look back. Even darkness can’t
subdue those imposing walls. Doesn’t it look solid and impregnable?
Just like my mother and like your convictions. It’s a structure that
commands your faith, though you have it not. You’ll miss the silhouette
of St. Sulpice, too, if you don’t look out."
"Janet, I didn’t come to Paris to look at churches. I came to look at
you."
"Well, you came, you saw, and—you conquered."
"I saw more than you think," he went on, smiling at her flippancy. "As
I said before, you’ve changed physically. But the physical change is of
no importance."
"I knew it. Those fine compliments were all bunk."
"Not at all. You’ve changed physically for the better. But what is more
important is that you’ve changed spiritually—"
"For the worse, of course. Now we’re coming to it."
"I didn’t say it. I’m not at all sure."
"This may be candor, Robert. But it sounds like revenge."
"You may as well be serious, Janet. I’ve got volumes to pour out to
you, and pour them out I will. When I’m with you, I’m like the Ancient
Mariner. I want to tell you everything."
"Everything?"
"Well, almost everything, as they say in the comic opera. What do you
suppose was the most wonderful companionship I ever formed?"
"I can’t guess."
"Barr and Lloyd. Do you know why? Because, for one thing, there was
nothing in reason that I couldn’t talk to you about, with the most
unvarnished frankness. I still feel that way."
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