New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
Now, as throughout the evening, their instincts swayed them one way,
their reason another. Each misunderstood the motives of the other; and,
what with this misunderstanding and the economic insecurity of their
circumstances, the scales were tipped in favor of discretion. Besides,
Janet mistrusted her impulses far more than formerly. True, Robert
mistrusted his far less. In spite of his better judgment, he was
succumbing to her ensnaring voice and eyes, was surrendering to an
intense longing to tempt her into a betrayal, an unambiguous betrayal,
of her real feelings.
But he proceeded in a manner too inadequate.
"I’m no clearer about your plans than before," he said, awkwardly. "You
haven’t really taken me into your confidence."
"About Monsieur St. Hilaire?"
"Yes."
A marked pause. She did not interrupt it. Discouraged, he lamely
continued: "Still, I’m glad you’ve changed your point of view about men
and women. It’s something to find out that marriage, like adversity,
has its uses."
"Robert, what I’ve found out is that marriage, like honesty, may be the
best policy. I’ve learned that woman cannot live by principle alone."
"I protest I never urged it."
"No. And if it’s the least satisfaction to you, I’ll admit that I don’t
intend to repeat any of my Kips Bay experiments—free love, outlawry, and
so on—you know the sort of thing. Why should I? There are few moments
in the old Lorillard tenement life that I regret; yet there are none
that I’d live over again."
"None?"
"Not one. Wait. There is a single moment—it just occurs to me—it was
so like this one—"
"Like this one?"
"Yes, ’when my heart was a free and a fetterless thing, a wave—’"
The line was completed without words, Robert, swept away by her
enchantment, having seized heir in his arms and kissed her.
"Don’t marry Monsieur St. Hilaire," he said, beseeching rather than
commanding her, "whatever you do."
She disengaged herself almost brutally, and went up the stairs. Pausing
a few steps up, she turned and, in a tone supremely dispassionate, said:
"Whatever I do! Well, whatever I do, I can’t marry a poor man, can I?"
*CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT*
*I*
Hoping to have a few words alone with Harry Kelly, Robert went down to
breakfast early. But if he expected to learn anything further in regard
to Janet or M. St. Hilaire, he was disappointed. Extracting teeth would
have been easier than pumping Harry who, besides being more taciturn
than ever, had developed a vein of pessimism quite out of keeping with
his material prosperity.
Robert was actually relieved when the appearance of Mazie Ross at the
breakfast table put an end to his efforts to draw Kelly out.
"Her Ladyship was sweetly singing ’My Rosary’ when I passed her bedroom
door," said Mazie, alluding to Cornelia. "Things’ll be humming in the
Maison Paulette this morning, if I know the Indian sign."
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